"LIFE SUCKS AND THEN YOU DIE. I SHOULD BE SO LUCKY!"-Jacob Black

DEAD

He says he will never say it again.Its an empty promise that wont last.The girl will always cry.The girl will always be dead inside.He yells and screams bout all his problems.How if he could just pull the trigger then it would all go away.The girl keeps all her emotions bottled up inside.The girl just wants to run.He says he doesn't care either way.He blames it on diease.The girl wished he cared enough to see the hurt inside.

The girl just…

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It Starts With A Kiss



He kisses you sweetly.

Nothing about the kiss sends the warning to your brain that maybe, just maybe he wants to go too far.

But it does make your heart flutter.

It does make you feel like you have butterflies in your stomach.

It seems like time stopped for that single kiss to happen, and you never want it to end.

But all too soon he pulls away.

Just to whisper softly in your ear,"I love you".

Who knew that such love can start… Continue

You Stay



Most People in your life will always say they will be with you no matter what happens

in life.

But something happens and some of those people stray away from you.

They say that what happen is too much for them to handle and leave you to handle the

problem yourself.

You spend your whole life looking for that someone that will stay, even through the

bad times.

Many guys swear they'll never leave, that they love you.

Some might mean it,… Continue

Fight



You say I'm your best friend.

Even though I want to be so much more.

You say you love me, just not that way.

When I love you with all my heart.

You say you aren't good enough.

I say you are worth the wait.

You say your damaged goods.

I believe I can fix you, if you let me.

You say you can't love anyone but him.

I think with enough time to heal, you'll learn you can love me too.

But then our time was cut short when he showed up… Continue

Missing



For the longest time you have been my source of air.

You've been the reason why my heart races in my chest.

You played a huge part in my life, and I depended on you entirely.

Then one day you decided I wasn't enough and left.

You left me breathless, because it felt as if my lungs were missing.

You left me heartless, because when you left it disappeared from my heart, never allowing me to love another the same way agian.

You left a huge gape in my… Continue

Never Forget



Never forget that I love you.

Never forget that I will never leave you again.

Never forget that I will protect you as long as you need protecting.

Never forget the hold you have on me, and the strength of that hold.

Never forget that it's your choice.

Never forget that you can tell me anything.

Never forget that you are my life, and that I will do anything for you.

And even though I know you can't forget, because those memories will be… Continue

Understand



Please,

help me anderstand why you left.

help me understand how you could,if you love me the way you say you do.

help me understand that I'm not the only one in pain.

help me understand the fear you have for my soul, when it is my soul to give.

help me understand your point in our arguements.

And I'll help you understand my pain.

I'll help you understand how, after all this time and hurt, I can still say "I love you."



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Frozen



Everything about me was frozen.

My emotions.

My features.

My look on the world, about my world.

My beliefs.

Everything about me was set in stone.

Never to be changed.

I was like a sculpture.

Everybody walked right past me, just another piece of art.

Everybody thought I was perfect, that i didn't need change.

My looks may have been perfect, but my heart needed change.

Then one day a girl walked up to me, but did not… Continue

Addiction

Your smell....
Your touch....
Your laugh....
Your voice....
The way you blush....
When your heart beats faster and faster when we kiss....
Your reactions....
Your faith in me....
Your love for me....
You are my addiction.
And you never deny me when I need my next fix.

By: Elizabeth Teague=)

Soul



You tell me you can't, for the saftey of my soul.

You say you don't believe you have one.

You ask how can you have one, when you destory them by existing.

You believe you are a monster.

You think I'm better off without you.

That I would not be in danger all the time if you were not around.

And what do I think on all this?

I believe you have a soul.

In fact, you have the most puriest, loving and beuatiful soul I've ever known.

Your not… Continue

The Maze



When you left, it was as if the moon dropped from the sky. along with my heart.

Without the moon I couldn't see my way through the maze they call life.

I kept coming up on dead ends and taking the wrong turns.

And because I couldn't see I would stumble and fall on lifes challenges.

I stopped relying on my sight and closed my eyes to reality, and let touch guide my way.

Then all the sudden light broke through the horizon.

And I ran through the… Continue

Morning Star



Each morning I wake.

Each day I play my role in the world.

My role more forced than taken at will.

Each week I waited for something more to happen.

Each night I play the music of my hollow heart.

But one night I decided to watch the sun rise in the morning.

Hoping to find something to change my daily role.

Little did I know that that morning would change my role forever.

Not only my role, but the liking in my role.

I would… Continue

Anything

I would give anything to see the agony that swims in his eyes now leave and never return.
To never have him worry for me agian.
To be strong enough to defend myself.
To never be alone.
To live with my love forever.
To never fear for my life agian.
To love him with all of my heart.
I would give anything.
And apparently anything includes my soul.
And will I give it?
Of course.

By: Elizabeth Teague=)

A World Apart



It seems to be true.

We live in two different worlds.

Mine is full of danger.

Yours is what they call "normal".

People tell me "be yourself".

But how do I do that when I don't know who I am.

You help me see myself a little clearer.

In a world where I was meant to live in, but taken from long ago.

My world is shrouded by danger and secerts.

Secerts that your world is protected from.

Dangers that my world takes care of so… Continue

No Other Pain....

is worse than you leaving me forever.
People can try to kill me.
You'd think that would hurt, but you are there to protect me.
So it would never happen.
You think a bunch of monsters would scare me.
But with you there to scare them away, it's nothing.
The only thing that can destroy me is if you ran away from me.
There is no other greater pain than that.

By: Elizabeth Teague=)

Just Wing It

When your soul mate leaves you.
Wing it.
When he tells you to move on.
Wing it, you'll find another.
When you want to break down.
Wing it, no one should see you like that.
He tells you he doesn't love you.
You don't need to wing it, becuase you already believed it.

By: Elizabeth Teague=)

Why?



Why do you love me?

Why do you need me?

Why do you require my protection?

Why are you so fragile?

Why can't I control my dreams?

Why do I want to be with you?

Why does your blood sing to me?

Why am I not strong enough to leave you?

Why do I love you so strongly?

Why am I a monster?

Only one thing can fix my problems.

I have to leave to save your soul.

My last question is,

Will you let me?



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Pretending....

that he cares.
that he wants me too.
that he'll never leave me agian.
that he'll be my protector agian.
that he means it when he says forever.
that he'll always be there for me.
that I can't sleep so I can keep looking at his beautiful face.
But the one thing I wish I didn't have to pretend is his love for me.

By: Elizabeth Teague=)

Need

I need his love.
I need his protection.
I need his smile.
I need his touch.
I need his affection.
I need him forever.
The one thing he needs in return,
my soul.

By: Elizabeth Teague=)

A Two Faced Heart

Both have sworn to protect me.
Both swear they will never leave me agian.
Both fight for my love and attention.
Both see the other as an enemy.
Both see something in me worth fighting for.
Both are ready to kill the other.
Both say it's my choice.
But my choice for one breaks the other.
How can one choose?

By: Elizabeth Teague=)