"First & foremost - my deepest sympathies to both you & your husband. ' He ' has hurt you both in so many ways.
If you think that in some way it was your fault, it wasn't.
The decision wasn't yours.
You were given no…"
I know this must be an overwelming situation for you... and you must feel like you'll never get trough this!!!
But, you can't aloud yourself to think and act like this!!! Accept your husband's help, let him help you! You…"
"It's....it's .....it's ....... I cant think of anything. I wish I could though.
Sometimes I find something that looks somewhat like a poem and I try to sing it. when I tried this, tears came. I couldn't even try to make the song…"
"I have been through things in my life that I would like to forget and pretend never happened, unfortunely we both know some things can never be forgotten. It may not seem like it now but things will get better. Please try not to block you husband…"
"things are hard to get through it took me years to accept it
it takes great courage to even accept that it happened and even more to take control of the feelings it creates
all you can do is keep thinking that if you let yourself be weak it could…"
"I know there are things we don't forget, that change the essence of what we are. Time doesn't heal certain wounds but it does dull the pain. Take one day at a time.
"This, too, shall pass".
All the best!"