"you can't find it because it shouldn't have been posted here the mods delete all FF from this forum....it is for discussion ...your best bet is to look in the groups there is one for fan fiction and most go there once they have been bumped…"
"I think it is just very hard for Edward to be in love. I dont think Edward wanted what happend with Bella and Jake but he wanted to make sure that she wanted him and all of him. He wanted her to have other choices. To know what she was doing. I…"
"Edward does not go back on what he tells Bella. He always said he would stay as long as it was in her best interest. He said he would make her a vampire after she married him, he said he would sit out of fight to be with her, he made love to her on…"
"I don't think edward manipulates bella...I think he has his own judgment about being a vampire and then is blinded by needing to protect her... Bella is clear that she wants to be with edward, she knows at every step what she is giving up and…"