Death is peaceful, life is harder

I'm so low today:(, We were suppose to celebrate newyears eve with some friends and their children, but then there was some change of plans and now there's only gonna come like, 2 persons!

We are at our other house in Kungshamn right now, I called some of my friends to see if they could come but they couldn't. I feel like I'm never gonna be happy again (it's not just about tonight), the hole inside me is incresing, it starts to feel like it did last spring:( I feel so alone, like I'm not… Continue

I'm trying to make a picmovie, with pics from twilight and new moon. But the pictures are a little blurry:(
I might publish it here when I'm done, but I warn you,, you're not gonn see very much details(; But the music it good, two of my favorite songs(:
/Lisa

I feel good today(:, accept that my sister is soo anoying!

Even if I'm not that sad right now, I can still feel the hole, how can I get rid of it, will it ever disappear?

I have never blogged before, I have just written in my diary, so I don't really know how to write. :O

It feels like I have nothing to be sad about, if you comepare to Bellas pain in new moon, but it doesn't matter how awful it must be, I would still like to traid lives with her, I can't stand the voices inside… Continue

Hi!



I just became a member here, and I felt like writing something about why I joined!

I have been very sick the last year, very depressed. I read all of the twilight books in one week, I now some of you might not think that I don't count as a real twilight fan because I started to reed it this fall, but just so you you now I don't think that matters! I was very easily affected ( I still am) and I was an emotional wreck! There for I got even more depressed when I had read these… Continue