"Was just reading Twilight again and got to the point where she had that first dream, but noticed she even dreamt that Jacob turned into a redbrown wolf, bit of a coincidence I would say ;) I mean the thing with the Immortal child wasn't as…"
"But I don't think it is a hidden gift. Bella has a wild imagination, also why she was so quick to put the pieces together with Edward. Think in her dreams she just put the pieces together subconciously. And the issue with having a child was…"
When Did You First Read Twilight (year) and how many times have you read a Twilight Book (total)?
I cant even remember anymore I have read the so many times
Team Edward or Team Jacob? Why?
Edward of course he is the perfect "Man"
Which Character Are You Most Like?
Bella, becase I am perfectly average, and have never been extraordinary at anything and I am clumsy:) Not as bad as Bella but I do walk into the occasional door
Twilight now outshines everything...other than that I mostly read Koontz.
What is Your Favorite Music
Pretty much anything except Techo and Old Country
Favorite Movies, TV Shows, Games:
Twilight of course and PS I love you
Only you could be more important than what I wanted… what I needed. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I’ll never be strong enough to leave again. I have too many excuses to stay—thank heaven for that! It seems you can’t be safe, no matter how many miles I put between us.
Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
My heart hasn’t beat in almost ninety years, but this was different. It was like my heart was gone—like I was hollow. Like I’d left everything that was inside me here with you.
I cannot be without you, but I will not destroy your soul.
You will always be the most beautiful thing in my world. Of course… If you outgrew me—if you wanted something more—I would understand that, Bella. I promise I wouldn’t stand in your way if you wanted to leave me.
I’ll earn your trust back somehow. It’s my final act.
Your hold is permanent and unbreakable. Never doubt that.
If there was only some way to make you see that I can’t leave you. Time, I suppose, will be the way to convince you.
You, at least, made an effort. You got up in the morning, tried to be normal for Charlie, followed the pattern of your life. When I wasn’t actively tracking, I was… totally useless. I couldn’t be around my family—I couldn’t be around anyone. I’m embarrassed to admit that I more or less curled up into a ball and let the misery have me. It was much more pathetic than hearing voices. And, of course, you know I do that, too.
You’re wounding my ego, Bella. I just proposed to you, and you think it’s a joke.
Well, I’m nearly a hundred and ten. It’s time I settled down.
Because she’d rather you became one of the eternal damned than get married.
So eager for eternal damnation.
Charlie… is probably not going to kill you, but he’s thinking about it.
Thank you. I will never be able to tell you how grateful I am. I will owe you for the rest of my… existence.
I’m a quick learner, Jacob Black, and I don’t make the same mistake twice. I’m here until she orders me away.
I wrestled all night, while watching you sleep, with the chasm between what I knew was right, moral, ethical, and what I wanted. I knew that if I continued to ignore you as I should, or if I left for a few years, till you were gone, that someday you would say yes to Mike, or someone like him. It made me angry.
The feeling that coursed through me then was unnerving, staggering. And I knew I couldn’t ignore you any longer.
I’m new at this; you’re resurrecting the human in me, and everything feels stronger because it’s fresh.
For almost ninety years I’ve walked among my kind, and yours… all the time thinking I was complete in myself, not realizing what I was seeking. And not finding anything, because you weren’t alive yet.
You only have to risk your life every second you spend with me, that’s surely not much. You only have to turn your back on nature, on humanity… what’s that worth?
You are a terrible actress — I’d say that career path is out for you.
But you see, just because we’ve been… dealt a certain hand… it doesn’t mean that we can’t choose to rise above — to conquer the boundaries of a destiny that none of us wanted. To try to retain whatever essential humanity we can.
I won’t leave you.
I keep thinking it will get less frustrating, not hearing your thoughts. But it just gets worse and worse.
It’s just that you are so soft, so fragile. I have to mind my actions every moment that we’re together so that I don’t hurt you. I could kill you quite easily, Bella, simply by accident.
You don’t realize how incredibly breakable you are. I can never, never afford to lose any kind of control when I’m with you.
I may not be a human, but I am a man.
You are my life now.
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