Posted on May 21, 2009 at 1:01pm
When you sit near to me my mind is clear, willing and able to think
We discuss the unknown future
Where we’ll travel to when we’re a little older
I’m so much bolder in you
I count my blessings every time you say my name
I smile at you when you say all those
Hilariously, sarcastic things
I can’t take my eyes away from you
Even when you’re completely still
With smoke rolling off of your tongue
In the late evening… Continue
Posted on May 21, 2009 at 11:54am
Damp tobacco on the pavement reminds me of that time I ran away to North Carolina.
The name Barbara reminds me of the street he hid his car on, to come sneak me out the window and into the night, followed by a wonderfully/scarring joyride.
My apartment looks exactly the same even after I moved out of the one we used to live in and the walls are the same color as before, the texture is exactly the same as the one he threw me up against and choked me.
Wife beaters have a new… Continue
Posted on May 21, 2009 at 10:17am
So, I'm starting on New Moon again, and I don't know if I can get through it. Just knowing what will be happening makes me so sad, but I'm pretty emotional anyways.
My sister in law's graduation was last night and she was amazing. She looked gorgeous with her olive complection, dark brown hair, beautiful brown eyes, and what a smile! She was valedictorian and had to speak infront of about 200 hundred people, without having anything memorized or a piece of paper to read from she blew the… Continue
Posted on May 20, 2009 at 11:30am
I am so bored right now, even though I have plenty to do with people rushing into the lobby of the Visiter's Center, where I work. A kid is screaming his head off, and I feel as if I might do the same, being cooped up inside on a day like this is agony. I guess my metabolism is working over time today because I've eaton twice this morning and my stomach still embarrasses me infront of customers as it proceeds in making it's gurgling pleas for food. Lunch is approaching, and I can't keep… Continue