Blog of the broken hearted
Feelings are strange, to much of them can tear you down with force. Emotions, uncontrolling sadness, until you meet someone speical and you think that they are the right one for you but then it turns out that person is using you. Heart broken and all down on yourself you think nothing could ever get ant worse, but it does. You realize the only person you can trust is yourself and no one else. No one in the world understands the real me!????? You hear people telling you to do the right thing, but you don't really listen to what they have to say, because you believe what's really in you heart or in your head. You don't just do something because someone wants you to or because it's the right thing to do, you do it because you in your heart maybe, just maybe it's not a bad idea after all !? All the hope being a person that everyone wants you to be to make them happy. But a difference between you and that speical someone you just can't make yourself happy let alone make other people happy. I feel alone in a different atmosphere when he's not around, but i guess i'll have to get over the fact that i'm not good enough for anyone, so i guess i'm tired of crying over thing that can't be true. But when i think something amazing could happen with that speical person it fails majorly but oh well life will go on!