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wake me up when september ends.

salut! je m'appelle Sarah Ann et je suis complique. j'adore la musique et mon ipod est mon monde. litteralement. sans elle, je ne deperissent. habitables mes amis faire de ma vie. j'ai de grands espoirs, reves, souvenirs, et sentiments. (: im toutes demandes originales. et oui, je viens de succes, vous dit tout sur moi en francais. ha! (: i'm almost pretty positive that you understood none of that, but basically im not your average girl. music is not my life. its my entire world. its how i express my thoughts and feelings, and every single song on my ipod relates to me. hopes, dreams, thoughts, memories,you name it. im complicated. i admit to that. (: sometimes it feels like im flying away to Neverland while the people around me are staring at me like im out of place. i know exactly what i want from life, but im not 100% sure how im supposed to get there. ive been through some tough s*** recently, but im better. (: i try to avoid lying. i hate the dentist. my best friend for ever.ever.ever.ever is kaya marie (: shes been there for me through thin and thick. TWSS! i love being my nerdy, screwed up self. (: um, lets see, i love sunsets because they remind me of death. cliché i know, but all beautiful things appear at the end of everything, and death and sunsets go hand in hand, trust me. i dont try to be something im not. its always been my dream to talk to God for at least a moment, and ask what he plans for me. but then again, the surprises we have in life are what make each minute and second different from the rest. forgive me (: i get carried away easily. i have not deleted a thing since i started writing in french, and im not about to start now. i can quote Finding Nemo the entire way through. its my favorite movie (: i will tackle you for a cookie, i s*** you not. do not mess with me. rawr. grr. (: i laugh at the littlest things, and the sight of rain makes me think of chicago because the first time i went there it was nearly flooding. lovely, right? all i want is the simple things from life. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

yes . i went there . what to say about sarah...it's almost impossible . she can really get my seasme seeds goin . i know that sounds wrong: its supposed to. but seriously . she always kicks my ass in halo . she does a very good chinese man impression . we battle over blankets . alot . and pull eachother in sleeping bags . she may seem autistic sometimes, but she probably gets that from me... i can make her pee . almost on command . well not really : from laughter . i know what you were thinking: sicko . but anyway, sarah is amazing . she's someone i can make the weirdest noises around and she'll make one back . she's someone i can make sexual gestures at and she DOESN'T look at me like i'm a lesbian . she's my best friend in the entire world . i couldn't live without her . because this saying is basically our motto: only best friends can talk to eachother on the toilet . i love yah sarah (: 

"kaya...."

"what ?"

"i can't reach the toilet paper ..."

"are you serious...?"

-kaya (: