September 2011 Blog Posts (96)

I opened my eyes slowly. Everything was dark. I heard sniffles. "Janaila?" I heard Mama Esme say slowly. I looked to see where the voice was coming from. I felt her cool hand touch my face lightly. I closed my eyes and reopended them but everything was still dark. "Mama Esme?" I said queitly. I felt the tears clouding my eyes but everything was still dark. I let them fall. "Janaila, Hi baby." She said in a weak voice. "Mama Esme why i cant i…

I watched as the trees passed me. I fought the tears wanting to come out. I knew i had to be strong. I slowly saw the clearing and i knew i was reaching the school. My stomach started to flutter. "Janaila,Be strong." I whispered to myself. I saw the high school and i then i saw him. I pulled into the parking spot next to him. I took a deep breathe and got out. He looked at me and i could see the pain in his eyes. "Hi." He said quietly. I felt…

Pov-marys grandmother

"Geez, mar-mar, you think you put enough stuff in these boxes?" I look over to my granddaughter and she looks like she is in total shock, with her mouth hanging so far open you could probably fit the ocean in there. I laugh at her expression. I guess my daughter never told her about poor old  grandmas house. Still laughing at mar-mar i tell her the same thing i was told from my mother, "You know what they say about your mouth hanging down like that for…

"Happy Birthday." Alice and the Twins said. I plasterd a fake smile on my face. "Thankyou." I said quietly. I decided that i wasnt going to be a zombie. I decided that i had to be strong for my family. I hadnt spoken to Seth in over a week. But i knew tonight he was going to be at my party. Mama Esme came into my room. "Happy Birthday Sweetie." "I cant believe my baby is 16." She said. I faked another smile. Everyone left my room. I went into…

The sun hit my face. I opened my slowly to see a sleeping Seth next to me. I smiled and looked at him. My heart feeling with love. I loved him so much. I sat up and pressed my lips lightly to his. He smiled but didnt wake up. I could see on his face he was exhausted. Sam had him on the night shift. They had caught a new scent last week. I got out of bed careful not to wake him. I went to the bathroom and started the bath water. I stripped…

        My head didn't turn now. Alice and I were good at these private conversations. It was rare that anyone caught us. I kept my eyes on the lines in the plaster.

                How is he holding up? she asked me.

                I frowned, just a small change in the set of my mouth. Nothing that would tip the…

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                                     1.   First sight      

This was the time when I wished I were able to sleep.

        High  School.      

Or was purgatory the right word? If…

Because bumping a topic with a slightly different version of something I already posted is dumb.

I walked to my locker. I had my back turned. I felt warm hands take my waist. I turned around and pressed my lips to Seth's. I couldnt believe it had already been two years. I smiled. "Hi." I said. He smiled. "Hello Beautiful." He said. His voice had gotton a little deeper and he didnt have any boy left it was all man. I pretty much still looked the same. The only thing different about me was my hair. It was a dark blue now. "Seth?" I…

The sun warmed my face. I opened my eyes and looked at the calender. I couldnt believe it was the first day of school. I sat up and looked out the window. "Goodmorning Mom." I said quietly to myself. I got a strange feeling that she was watching me. I let a few tears escape. But i knew she was in a good place. I got up and went to the bathroom. I took a long hot shower. I got out and got dressed. Of course Alicehelped me pick out my…

Part One

“The Search”

Chapter One…

I looked at all the paintings on the shed walls. They told so many stories. My eyes watered. Some paintings were so darl. Looking back the pictures told every emotion i was feeling at that moment. Normal people may not see it but i know my family will. One picture really brothered me though. It was a protrait of a a girl and she was smiling but in her eyes you could see her pain. It brothered me because i realized that the girl was me. Even…

I hate when people say;

1. "I hate this picture because Edward is in it." or "I hate this picture because Jacob is in it."

2. "Edward's a pedofile for loving Bella." or "Jacob's a pedofile for loving Renesmee." 

3. "Edward should of went and killed himself." or "Jacob should of went and killed himself."

4. "Renesmee should of been a boy."

5. "Jacob needs to control himself he should of never imprinted." e.t.c

6. "Renesmee should of never been born."

7. "They…

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