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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 23 - Us (:

"You like your dress baby ?" I say looking g at Amena. She looks up at her eyes wide filled with happiness. "Pretty Mama." She says in her soft voice. "Yes , baby pretty." I say bending down kissing her forehead. I stand back up looking at myself in the mirror. I look beautiful. My dress is tight fitted see through lace bodice with diamond beading down the sides. My hair which is a light turquoise color now. Is curled in an half up half down curly hairstyle. My makeup simple with a touch of…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 21 - Early mornings , Late thoughts

"Where do we go from here ?" I say too Sem. The early glow of the sun lighting up the room. "I honestly don't know Janiece." Sem says his voice quiet. "I thought you were happy Sem." I say quietly. "Janiece , I should have never left." "I should have been a man and stepped up." His voice holding a bunch of regret. "Sometimes sorry isn't enough though Sem." I turn and look at him. The sun is illuminating his face. He looks like an angel. I close my eyes cuddling up to his chest. "I want this…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 20 - Meeting me , Meeting my future

The city is busy. I feel home. I feel like the old Janiece. The version before meeting Sem. The honest most real version of me. Me and Janaila walk into John John's the small cafe is filled with a variety of people. We get a small booth by the window. "You nervous ?" Janaila says. "A little." I say honestly. "Me too." She says quietly. My phone starts to vibrate in my pocket. I look towards the door finding a curly hair woman with her back too me. I answer my phone quickly. "Were in the…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 19 - Learn from the past , Not dwell on it

"Amena , say Mama." I say too my beautiful baby. She just smiles and gurgles at me. "Say mama Amena." I say too her again. She just reaches for me still smiling. I smile shaking my head as I pick her up. "You'll say it one day." I say giving her a light kiss on her forehead. I hug her too me. "Come on we have too get you dressed for da da." I say walking over too her closet. I pick out a sweater with jeans and a huge flower headband. I give her a quick bath. I dress her quickly. I comb her hair… Continue

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 18 - A confusion of Emotions .

The drug had worked. Amena's growth slowly stopped. She was progressing at a more normal pace. She was the happiest baby. I smiled just thinking about her. It was easy too get lost in thoughts about that little girl. But i needed too focus on school. Emmett always joked about how i actually had too focus since this was my first time in high school. I smiled thinking about that big fool. They all loved Amena. They were all "auntie and uncles" too her. I was grateful too every single one of…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 17 - Decisions not only for myself anymore .

I decided too walk to the diner where Jennifer was meeting me. Nerves rattled through me as i decided what was the best lie too tell her. I hated lying too her but it wasn't only for me but my daughter and the Cullens. As the diner came into view i could see Jennifer's car in the parking lot. I let the cool fall air calm me down as i walk into the diner. Everyone turns and gawks at me. I smile and walk too the table i see Jennifer at. She looks up at me and gives me a small smile but it's…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 16 - Who do i really want too become ?

"Do you think she's ready ?" Jasper says his voice catiuous. He's looking at Carlisle and Edward. "I think she is." "She's shown get resistance too humans before." Carlisle says. "How about we ask her ?" Esme says chiming in. She gives me a warm smile. "Janiece do you think your ready to go back to school ?" Edward says. "Yes." "If i wasn't please believe i would say so." I say assurance in my voice. They all stare at me for a second before looking at Carlisle. "If she thinks she's ready…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 15 - Focus on what is needed

I watched as Amena's tiny chest slowly rose with every breathe she took. She looked so beautiful. Peaceful. She was amazing. She was mine. Forever. My whole body warmed at the thought of that. I was beyond scared too be her mother. But i was going to do the best i could. I wanted Amena too have a better life than i ever had. I want to give her everything she deserves and more. I want her too be proud of me. "She's stunning." I hear Sem say from behind me. I turn and look at him. He gives me…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 14 - What is life ?

I let Sem and the Gold skinned guy go ahead of me. As we reached the house my stomach turned with nerves. I stop right in front of the house. I'm a mom now. I'm responsible for someone's well being. That scared me more than anything. "Janiece ?" Sem's voice was careful an calm. "What if im not a good mom too her ?" I say looking at him. He's are warm and hold love. "Your going to be an amazing mom Janiece." Sem says looking me straight in the eyes. His words calm my nerves and im ready. Sem… Continue

Added by PeanutJazz930 on January 25, 2014 at 5:31pm — No Comments

Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 13 - a little piece of everything

It was quiet all around me. Too quiet. It was dark. Pitch black. The air surrounding me cold freezing. I was dying or this was death. If i was dead then i still wouldn't be having thoughts. Would I ? Maybe this is a place inbetween living and dying. I was dying. I wanted to feel something but i couldn't. Everything was numb. Was I going to heaven or hell ? Or maybe this was my enternity. Maybe instead of having everlasting happiness or a enternity of burning you get sent to your personal bubble… Continue

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 12 - Overwhelmed

I walked slowly through the forest. Well more like saddled my stomach was huge now. I couldn't see my feet anymore. The forest was quiet today. It was odd usually birds we're chripping and squirrels were running around. Today I needed too make a kill. I had no blood left. I listened as my feet crunched as I walked over the leaves. It was so loud I almost missed the sound of it. I was on my back I'm seconds. I could feel something crack I heard the growl of the cat. I held both knives in my…

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Added by PeanutJazz930 on January 24, 2014 at 10:41pm — No Comments

Everything is meant to happen one way or another - Chapter 1 - One

"Seth , when we get home can you get the kids ready for bed ." I say laying my head on the headrest . "Yeah." Seth says in a sleepy voice . "It sounds like my big baby is ready for bed too ." I say with a small laugh . "Aha , yes he is it's been a long day." Seth says turning . I reach down rubbing my tummy . "The babies have been quiet today." I say looking at Seth . He looks down at my stomach . He looks up at me with a small smile . Love shining in his eyes . Boom…

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Added by PeanutJazz930 on May 31, 2013 at 3:12pm — 1 Comment

What if it never happened - Chapter 21 - Morph

My eyelids were warm. I opened them slowly. I found i was in Seth's room. The bed was cool. Seth had been gone for a while. I sat up grabbing one of his shirts and shorts to pull over my cami and boyshorts. I walked out of the door to hear giggling. I walked down the hall and all i saw was brown beautiful long hair. Almost as beautiful's as Bella's. Seth looked up his smile widening. "Goodmorning Gorgeous." He said standing up walking over to me. The girl turned…

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What if it never happened - Chapter 19 - All i know is to protect

We all turned as we heard my mother's voice. My father gasped as he took in her form. He was seeing for the first time what she had become. She wasnt the vibrant spit fire any longer. Her fire had died long ago and was replaced with a brewing volcano that when ready to erupt it was going to be a disaster. My father took a small step closer to my mother. I stepped in front of him blocking his view of her. "I think it's time for you to leave Naivei." I said in a…

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What if it never happened - You see sometimes i wonder why i was dealt this hand pt.1 ?

Seth's hand was flaming in mine. But it felt right. I needed him here. I needed something to cling on to so i could be strong. Naivei looked down at our connected hands seeing we were one. Naivei must have felt it because when he looked back up me his eyes were swimming with hurt , pain and jealousy. Seth cleared his throat and Naivei glanced at him giving him a hard look then looked back at me. "So how long have yall been together ?" Naivei finally spoke. "Why…

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What if it never happened - Chapter 17 - How is this all going to fall into place ?

The air was cool against my skin. But it felt refreshing i felt alive. I clung to Seth as he picked up the speed. Everything felt right . In place like it was supposed to be. I laid my head on Seth's back letting the engine's vibrations come through me. I closed my eyes listening to the pur's of the bike. I didnt realize i had fallen asleep until i felt Seth's warmth enclose around me. I opened my eyes slowly. I was met with a sleepy smile. "Sleep Beautiful." He…

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What if it never happened - Chapter 14 - Just because were blood doesnt mean anything now doesnt ?

"I think it's time you met my mom." Seth said as i handed him a wet dish . My stomach flipped and i gave Seth are you crazy look. Seth smiled and dried the dish not meeting my eyes. "She wants to meet the girl i'm always talking about." Seth said embarassment coloring his tone. I smiled warmth enveloping me. "Is tommorow night okay ?" I said. Seth looked at me love all in his eyes. "It's perfect." Seth said.

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Added by PeanutJazz930 on October 13, 2012 at 10:36pm — No Comments

What if it never happened - Chapter 13 - Surprise

"Goodmorning Beautiful ." Seth said bending down to kiss me. I kissed him back his lips warm and soft against mine. Thanking god silently that i brushed my teeth before coming outside. Seth pulled away pulling me up with him sitting in my seat and sitting me on his lap. I snuggled close to him closing my eyes finally feeling at ease. "So are you going to spend the night at the cullens tonight ? " Seth said quietly. " No , i cant leave my mom for a whole night ."…

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Added by PeanutJazz930 on September 22, 2012 at 10:29pm — 1 Comment

What if it never happened - Chapter 12 - Really ?

Seth ran his hand over my wrist. I moved it away and made him look at me. "I'm fine. " I whispered. I could see worry all in Seth's face. " Janaila , she's getting worse." Seth said. I let out a deep breathe and pushed Seth off of me. " I don't want to talk about Seth." I said grabbing my boots. " Janaila she needs help." Seth said grabbing my hand.  " She's fine. " I said standing up. I felt like i had to throw up.  I knew i was lying. I knew my mother was…

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Added by PeanutJazz930 on September 22, 2012 at 3:56pm — No Comments

What if it never happened - Chapter 11 - Anger is the surface emotion for Fear

"Seth, there going to think i'm crazy." I said nerves rolling through me. Seth smiled and shook his head. "No, Janaila there very understanding." Seth said squeezing my hand. I rolled my eyes and watched as the tree's passed us. I itched for some paint so i could paint this beautiful forest. I havent painted in a while. But my dreams had been made of paint swirls and colors. I smiled thinking about this beautiful dream i had about Seth. Everything was this burnt…

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