All Blog Posts Tagged 'Janaila' (72)

My eyelids were warm. I opened them slowly. I found i was in Seth's room. The bed was cool. Seth had been gone for a while. I sat up grabbing one of his shirts and shorts to pull over my cami and boyshorts. I walked out of the door to hear giggling. I walked down the hall and all i saw was brown beautiful long hair. Almost as beautiful's as Bella's. Seth looked up his smile widening. "Goodmorning Gorgeous." He said standing up walking over to me. The girl turned…

We all turned as we heard my mother's voice. My father gasped as he took in her form. He was seeing for the first time what she had become. She wasnt the vibrant spit fire any longer. Her fire had died long ago and was replaced with a brewing volcano that when ready to erupt it was going to be a disaster. My father took a small step closer to my mother. I stepped in front of him blocking his view of her. "I think it's time for you to leave Naivei." I said in a…

Seth's hand was flaming in mine. But it felt right. I needed him here. I needed something to cling on to so i could be strong. Naivei looked down at our connected hands seeing we were one. Naivei must have felt it because when he looked back up me his eyes were swimming with hurt , pain and jealousy. Seth cleared his throat and Naivei glanced at him giving him a hard look then looked back at me. "So how long have yall been together ?" Naivei finally spoke. "Why…

The air was cool against my skin. But it felt refreshing i felt alive. I clung to Seth as he picked up the speed. Everything felt right . In place like it was supposed to be. I laid my head on Seth's back letting the engine's vibrations come through me. I closed my eyes listening to the pur's of the bike. I didnt realize i had fallen asleep until i felt Seth's warmth enclose around me. I opened my eyes slowly. I was met with a sleepy smile. "Sleep Beautiful." He…

"I think it's time you met my mom." Seth said as i handed him a wet dish . My stomach flipped and i gave Seth are you crazy look. Seth smiled and dried the dish not meeting my eyes. "She wants to meet the girl i'm always talking about." Seth said embarassment coloring his tone. I smiled warmth enveloping me. "Is tommorow night okay ?" I said. Seth looked at me love all in his eyes. "It's perfect." Seth said.

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"Goodmorning Beautiful ." Seth said bending down to kiss me. I kissed him back his lips warm and soft against mine. Thanking god silently that i brushed my teeth before coming outside. Seth pulled away pulling me up with him sitting in my seat and sitting me on his lap. I snuggled close to him closing my eyes finally feeling at ease. "So are you going to spend the night at the cullens tonight ? " Seth said quietly. " No , i cant leave my mom for a whole night ."…

Seth ran his hand over my wrist. I moved it away and made him look at me. "I'm fine. " I whispered. I could see worry all in Seth's face. " Janaila , she's getting worse." Seth said. I let out a deep breathe and pushed Seth off of me. " I don't want to talk about Seth." I said grabbing my boots. " Janaila she needs help." Seth said grabbing my hand.  " She's fine. " I said standing up. I felt like i had to throw up.  I knew i was lying. I knew my mother was…

"Seth, there going to think i'm crazy." I said nerves rolling through me. Seth smiled and shook his head. "No, Janaila there very understanding." Seth said squeezing my hand. I rolled my eyes and watched as the tree's passed us. I itched for some paint so i could paint this beautiful forest. I havent painted in a while. But my dreams had been made of paint swirls and colors. I smiled thinking about this beautiful dream i had about Seth. Everything was this burnt…

I turned and looked at Seth. I could feel the nerves vibrating through his body. I rose my hand lightly tracing his face. "Imprint?" I whispered. Seth looked at me and took a deep breathe. "Imprinting is when you find the person your were destined to be with." "Soul mates." Seth whispered. I looked at Seth to see if he was joking. But i only found seriousness in his beautiful features. "You imprinted on me ?" I said still tracing his face. "Yes." He said…

I sat on the front porch. The sky was dark but was filled with stars. I closed my eyes letting the cool air blow across my face. Something inside of me clicked and i had this almost urge to go into the dark forest. It was stronger than the other time. I got up walking slowly to the forest. Everything was quiet and it was almost like i could hear ragged breathing. Then it slowly stood up. It was beautiful and scary. All in one. My heart was breathing so fast i…

I ran and ran not stopping. My heart was beating rapidly and my legs burned but i didnt care. "Seth, stop." I heard Jake's voice echo in my thoughts. I refused and kept running and running. My vision was blurry from the tears. "Just let him get it all out." I heard Renesmee's thought echo through Jake's thought. Soon i couldnt feel Jake anymore and i knew he was gone. I was alone. Her face crept it's way in my thoughts and i couldn't help the howl the built in…

My body ached and everything was sore. My nose was running and my throat ached. I couldnt move my body without something protesting in pain. I hated this. I reached for my phone. Texting Kyle telling him i wouldnt be coming into day. That took most of my energy but i needed to go check on my mom. I forced myself moaning and wincing in pain the whole time. I dropped to my knee's crawling to my mother's room. I sat on my knee's opening the door. She was laying on…

I sat behind the counter. The store was quiet today which really didnt brother me. The quiet was nice. I closed my eyes thinking about the kiss. A shy smile crept up on my face. My lips still tingled and i had butterflies exploding in my stomach like they were emerging from their cacoons for the first time. "Hey." Seth whispered. I opened my eyes my smile widened. "Hi." I said. Seth stared at me for a good ten seconds before speaking again. "Do you think after…

The air was warm and muggy. My shorts and tee shirt were drenched with sweat. The house was looked better. I painted the outside a lighter shade of white. I started on the window seals. I decided to paint them a navy blue. Mumford and sons played quietly behind me on an old radio i had found. I was relaxed and in my element. The fresh paint smell took me back to day when i painted houses with Lila and her mom. I smiled and my stomach hurt. I missed them more…

"So, What's so great about a girl falling in love with a vampire?" Kyle said with an interested. I smiled and turned away from him stocking the books. "It's just romantic how much he loves her and he's willing to give up his life for her." I said seriously. Kyle laughed and i turned towards him. He was closer than i expected and he wasnt smiling but he was looking at me…

I looked around the kitchen. Everything was in it's place. The kitchen was what i called "Lived in." Lila would call old. I smiled and my tummy filled with sadness thinking about her. My eyes started stinging and i wanted to lay down in the bed and sleep. But i knew i couldnt do that. I had to much to do. I took a deep breathe and walked out of the kitchen. The living room was done too. All i had to worry about was my room now. I walked up the creaky stairs. I…

I looked at the beautiful greeny around me. My window was down and the cool earth smell hit me. I felt relaxed. Evan started to slow and i saw the little white house. It wasnt something that i would see in a home magazine but it had character and i loved it. Evan pulled into the small driveway. He turned off the car and everyone was silent for a moment. I took a deep breathe smelling the earth again. It relaxed me. "Are we just going to sitt here all day?" I…

I looked at the letter in front of me. Hot tears stinging my eyes. Everywhere it seemed in my body was filled with anger. I stood up running my to her room. I didnt brother knocking knowing she wouldnt brother answering. She was laid in her bed in a fetal poisition. "Mom, here." I said handing her the letter. She didnt even turn to look at me. I pushed her over and got on top of her. "Mom, there taking the house." I yelled in her face. My mom looked at me her…

"Are you almost home?" Seth said. "Yes, Sweetheart." I said turning. "Satanaia wants to talk to you." Seth said handing the phone to our daughter. "Mommy, i miss you." My beautiful daughter said. I smiled. "I miss you too baby." I said. "Have you been a good girl for daddy today?" I said. "We played princess." Satanaia said. I could tell she was smiling. "That sounds like fun." "Baby, let me talk to Sj." I said. "Mommy, i love you." Satanaia said before handing…

I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked more like myself. I was a little bit thinner. But i knew i looked normal. My hair was curly and my face looked a lot less tired. I looked at the clock. It was 8:30. Cat would be here in an half an hour. I dried myself off. I started with my hair. I just kept it curly. I looked at the bags. I ran to the store. I grabbed a white dress. I also grabbed some acessories. I looked at myself. I looked good. I touched my cheek to see if it was really me. I…