All Blog Posts Tagged 'Janaila' (72)

I looked out the window. The sun was starting to rise. I heard my door open. "Goodmorning, Amena." My mother said in a tired tone. I turned towards her. She was still beautiful and even though it was physical possible she looked older tired. My heart ached. I knew i did this to her. She came and sat down with me on the bed. "Today everyone is spending the day at Auntie Janaila's house." My mom said brushing some hair out of my face. "Do you want to come?" She…

I walked to the door. My hands were shaking. My heart pounding. But i still raised my hand and knocked firmly on the door. I counted the minutes go by. Exactly 3. She opened the door. Her eyes widen with shock. She looked like she was about to say something. But when her lips parted nothing came out. "Hi Mom." I finally said. I realized i was staring. But she looked so different. She looked healthy and happy. Her hair was long and black. Her skin was carmel and…

I never felt colder in my life. As my aunt spoke. I could see on her face that she was excited to see us. But she was also pained to have to tell  us about her father. When she told us that all our mother's were friends and close at that. That made me sick. At that moment i really hated my father. But then my aunt spoke about how my father and mother were supposed to get married. She said that he held me. My anger dissolved into sadness. She started talking about how their father werent in…

I looked at myself in the mirror. I finished getting myself ready. They were coming today. I knew i couldnt look like i had been crying all weekend. My whole body ached but my heart was still in pain. I felt the tears pricking my eyes. I shook my head. I took a deep breathe calming myself. I knew i had to be strong. I knew he would move on. Someone deserved him. I added lipgloss to my lips. Esme had an extra room. She was letting my borrow until i could get my…

I looked at the beautiful people standing there. My heart was beating a so loud i was sure they could hear it. My mother squeezed my hand. Janaila lead me in and we all sat down in what i assumed to be the living room. Janaila looked at my mother. My mother lookee at me. She squeezed my hand. I closed my eyes. I could see her color was yellow. I could see she was nervous. "The day you were born i was supposed to be meeting Janaila for the first time." My mother said quietly. "I knew…

I walked closer. I could smell her blood. She was humanly beautiful. She smiled. Then before i could stop her she pulled me into a hug. "Your so beautiful." "You look just like him." I pulled back and looked at her. She gave me a confused look. "What do you mean i look just like him?" I said. "Your father." She said. My whole body shook. "How do you know my father?" "We'll he's an old friend of Edward's." "Your uncle." I looked at her and she looked at my mother. "She doesnt know." My mother…

I stood there staring at her. She looked so similar to me it was scary. Before i could stop myself i wrapped my arms around her. It felt right. She slowly wrapped her hands around me. I stepped back and looked at her. 'Hello?" She said with confusion in her voice. "Hi." I said shyly. She looked at me and i could see in her face she was trying to see who i was. "Im Ariana Julio your sister." I said slowly. She looked at me her eyes wide. I…

I looked at the sun outside. It was beautiful. It warmed me up. It reminded me of Seth. My heart ached a little bit. I missed him but i knew i would be seeing him in 8 hours. I smiled thinking about what he would look like when i walked down the aisle. I got up and walked to the bathroom. I was happy today i didnt wake up with feeling sick. I looked at myself. I realized i was glowing. I stayed…

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Dairy today is September 22nd 2015 and it 8 days away from my wedding day. Today we went and saw all the girls dresses. They all different but all tie into together. They look beautiful. Awee im tearing up. I'm getting married. Yay. Lol. Lovvve Yahhh Lotts!

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9 Days in Counting! Today i woke up and felt sick. But i still got up and went and got my acessories. I love them. I came back home though and got in the bed. I slept for the rest of the day. I feel better now. Love yahhh lotts.

Janaila! 

We'll dairy it's ten days away. My wedding day. To the most wonderful man. I'm sitting here smiling. I cant believe in 10 days i will be Mrs. Janaila Clearwater. We decided on September 30th. I smiled. My birthday. Today was a good day. We went and looked at flowers. We decide on lilys. After that i didnt feel to well. I dont know. We'll Dairy Alice is calling me. So i'll write tommorow. Lovve yahh Lotts!…

I woke up early. I looked at the Calender. June 4th 2015. Graduation day. I sat up and looked at Seth. He was sound asleep. I smiled. I kissed him lightly on the cheek and went downstairs. I smelled Breakfast and i knew Mama Esme was cooking for us. I got in the kitchen and she was getting everything setted on the table. I smiled and she smiled back at me. I walked over to her and hugged her. "Thank you." I said quietly. She knew i was…