All Blog Posts Tagged 'Janiece' (21)

I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked more like myself. I was a little bit thinner. But i knew i looked normal. My hair was curly and my face looked a lot less tired. I looked at the clock. It was 8:30. Cat would be here in an half an hour. I dried myself off. I started with my hair. I just kept it curly. I looked at the bags. I ran to the store. I grabbed a white dress. I also grabbed some acessories. I looked at myself. I looked good. I touched my cheek to see if it was really me. I…

I looked at Ace. He looked back at me. There was confusion placed in his beautiful features. He backed away from Jennifer. I couldnt move. I couldnt form words. All i felt was a burning. "I thought you were dead all this time." Jennifer said. "I'm sorry you must have me confused with someone else." Ace said glancing at Jennifer with wide eyes. "No, i know my husband." Jennifer said. Ace looked back at me. "Amena." Ace said. I couldnt say anything. I felt tears…

"So, is he going to change you?" My dad said. I looked at my dad. "Dad, we havent really discussed it." I said. "I mean i think you should have a chance at a "Human" Life. My dad said putting an extra on human. "Dad, it's not really your decision." I said getting irritated. I grabbed the fruit and walked out of the kitchen. I sat it down on the table and walked over to Ace. I sat on his lap. He wrapped his arms around me pulling me close to him. He looked at me and his face screwed in…

"It's beautiful Amena." My mother said looking at me. Her face was filled with sadness and happiness. I felt the tears burning in my eyes begging to fall. I walked over to my mom hugging her. Her cool embrace instantly relaxed me. "I'm so proud of you Amena." My mother whispered to me. I hugged my mom closer to me. I needed this. I needed her approval. She stepped back wiping my tears. "You look beautiful Amena." She said holding my face. "Thankyou." I…

My ears filled with everything my everything my aunt was saying. Anger was filling my body. When we got to the hotel Sem was waiting for me. I walked to him. Grabbing his hand walking to the hotel room. When he closed the door. He just looked at me. "Janiece, What happened?" Sem said worried. Thats when i lost it. "He left me." "Sem, When i needed him the most he left me." Sem walked towards me. He tried to touch me. "Dont touch me." I said falling to my…

Ace looked at me. He smiled. My heart skipped a beat. "You ready?" He said. I took a deep breathe and looked at the love of my life. He pressed his lips to mine. I instantly felt better. He pulled away and looked at me. " I love you" he whispered in my ear. "I love you" I said looking at my beautiful man. He grabbed me and swung me in his back. "Hold on" He said laughing. I squeezed him. He took off. It was scary but fun all at the same time. When we reachedthe house. My heart was beating so…

I looked at the beautiful people standing there. My heart was beating a so loud i was sure they could hear it. My mother squeezed my hand. Janaila lead me in and we all sat down in what i assumed to be the living room. Janaila looked at my mother. My mother lookee at me. She squeezed my hand. I closed my eyes. I could see her color was yellow. I could see she was nervous. "The day you were born i was supposed to be meeting Janaila for the first time." My mother said quietly. "I knew…

I looked at him. He looked just like me. "Your beautiful." He whispered. "Dad." I said quietly. Not quite believing it. "Yes."

He was beautiful. He looked just like me but more manlier. I stared at him not knowing what to say. "Your so beautiful just like your mother." When he said that it triggered something. "Why did you come back?" I said with anger in my voice. He looked at with a pained expression. "Amena, i'm sorry." "I wanted to see you." "I wanted to see my baby." He said in a…

I walked closer. I could smell her blood. She was humanly beautiful. She smiled. Then before i could stop her she pulled me into a hug. "Your so beautiful." "You look just like him." I pulled back and looked at her. She gave me a confused look. "What do you mean i look just like him?" I said. "Your father." She said. My whole body shook. "How do you know my father?" "We'll he's an old friend of Edward's." "Your uncle." I looked at her and she looked at my mother. "She doesnt know." My mother…

"Amena it's okay baby." My mother rubbed my back. But the tears wouldnt stop coming. It felt like my heart was broken into a million pieces. "Mom my heart is broken." I said feeling out of breathe. "I know baby."  "I know it hurts because you love him." My mother said in a pained voice. "Mom how did you deal it?" I said. I looked at my mother and she had pain in her eyes. "It was hard because i loved your father." "Very much." "But i loved you more than anything and i knew i had to be strong…

I ran down the hallway. Knocking into people. But i wasnt fast enough. Ace caught me. His touch sent chills through my body. He made me turn to him and look at him. I looked into his eyes. Like i was seeing them for the first time. "Please" He said in a pleading tone. My heart tugged. "You really dont remember do you?" I said in a whipser. He looked at me with a confused expression. "Amena please tell me what have i done?" He said. My heart broke into pieces. "You…

She walked through the halls. She was beautiful. She had a smile that made me want to slap her. She was amazing. She walked through the hall like it was nothing. I knew thats what i wanted. To have everyone look at me like that. To admire me. I felt the jealousy building in me. But i kept it down. I walked to the classroom and saw her writing. I pictured what her handwriting looked like. I bet it was perfect. I took a deep breathe and walked…

It had been a week since my magical date with Sem. I didnt think anything could bring me down. I was wrong. I woke up feeling terrible. I got three times to throw up. My body felt like it was punishing me. I couldnt even move without being in pain. But i got up and got dressed. Everything felt tight and wrong. But I still had Sem come and get me. The car ride was quiet because i was knocked out. When we got to school i ran into the bathroom…

"Okay so class everyone has done so well." Mr. Hottness said. I smiled and nodded. Everyones project were cute. I smiled. Me and Sem were last. I was excited and nervous. "Okay so were have our last group." Mr. Hottness said. I nodded and looked at Sem. He took my hand and walked down to the front of the class. My music started and I started singing. I closed my eyes. "So are project is called Pain of the Beautiful." Sem said in a low tone. I…

We walked into the studio. Sem sat down and looked at me with admiring eyes. I turned away not being able to hide my smile. I put in the cd. I closed my eyes and let the music play softly. I smiled and started. I let the music take me to that place. "Suddenly i am not afriad. "Suddenly i believe again." I took a deep breathe and sang every note like it was my last. I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks. My voice cracked a little bit but i…

"Okay so just pick up from where you left off." Sem said too me. Today i brought three different outfits. I had on the first one. Which was a tight dress It reminded me of the day i "found" myself.

Flash Back-

It was the summer before 8th grade and i had lost weight. I…

I walked into school. Late. I woke up late. I got a pass and walked into class. I felt everyones eyes on me. Today i decided to go just striaght for sexy. I was in all black and everything was tight. My hair was in a high bun and my makeup was black and gold tones. I sat down and started copying the notes. "Okay class so find a partner." "You and your partner have to come up with a story but tell the story in an interesting way." Mr. Hottness…

I got to school early. I went into the audortorium and started playing my music. I closed my eyes and started singing. I let the tears fall. For some reason it was just one of those days. I knew i had to get it out early and put back on my smile. I let the tears fall and my voice started cracking. I opened my eyes to see Sem. He looked at me with a worried but also curious expression. For some reason this brothered me. "Not today." I said. He…

I looked at myself. I looked pretty today. I knew what look i was going for. I smiled. I knew who i was trying to impress. My phone vibrated and i knew Jennifer was outside. I looked at myself one more time and in inkling on me was nervous. It scared me a little bit. I ran downstairs made sure the door was locked behind me and got in the car. Jennifer looked pretty. She had on some white pants with a pink v-neck button up and some brown…