All Blog Posts Tagged 'Late' (22)

"It's beautiful Amena." My mother said looking at me. Her face was filled with sadness and happiness. I felt the tears burning in my eyes begging to fall. I walked over to my mom hugging her. Her cool embrace instantly relaxed me. "I'm so proud of you Amena." My mother whispered to me. I hugged my mom closer to me. I needed this. I needed her approval. She stepped back wiping my tears. "You look beautiful Amena." She said holding my face. "Thankyou." I…

I woke up. The sun hitting my face. My eyes felt heavy. I got up and walked to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. My face was puffy and my face blotchey from crying. My body ached. Today was the day. Today was the day i lost him. My heart started cracking. It felt like the breathe was being knocked out of me. I fell to the floor. Holding in my screams from the pain. I let the pain overtake me. I deserved this. I deserved to feel this. He doesnt need this. He doesnt need me to…

I walked to the door. My hands were shaking. My heart pounding. But i still raised my hand and knocked firmly on the door. I counted the minutes go by. Exactly 3. She opened the door. Her eyes widen with shock. She looked like she was about to say something. But when her lips parted nothing came out. "Hi Mom." I finally said. I realized i was staring. But she looked so different. She looked healthy and happy. Her hair was long and black. Her skin was carmel and…

I laid there and watched the sun rise. My body was numb. Late's cool hands wrapped around me. "I need to watch it." I said. "Are you sure?" Late whispered in my ear. "Im not sure but i need to watch it." I said trying to move. But Late held me in place. I turned and looked at him. His skin was sparkly. It took my breathe away. "Remember i'm here." He whispered. "I know." I whispered back. He got up and put the video in. I sat down on the couch. Late sat down pulling me close to him. I didnt…

My ears filled with everything my everything my aunt was saying. Anger was filling my body. When we got to the hotel Sem was waiting for me. I walked to him. Grabbing his hand walking to the hotel room. When he closed the door. He just looked at me. "Janiece, What happened?" Sem said worried. Thats when i lost it. "He left me." "Sem, When i needed him the most he left me." Sem walked towards me. He tried to touch me. "Dont touch me." I said falling to my…

I never felt colder in my life. As my aunt spoke. I could see on her face that she was excited to see us. But she was also pained to have to tell  us about her father. When she told us that all our mother's were friends and close at that. That made me sick. At that moment i really hated my father. But then my aunt spoke about how my father and mother were supposed to get married. She said that he held me. My anger dissolved into sadness. She started talking about how their father werent in…

I looked at myself in the mirror. "Thanks Alice." I whispered. The dress looked great on me. It was a red cutout dress. It was so me. I pulled me hair back into a high ponytail. I kept my simple. I smiled as i looked at myself in the mirror. I sprayed a little bit of perfume and walked outside. Everyone turned and looked at me. I smiled. They all looked great as usual. Alice wanted to have a party for my homecoming. The whole pack stared at me. But my eyes met Collins. He had a nervous…

I looked at myself in the mirror. I finished getting myself ready. They were coming today. I knew i couldnt look like i had been crying all weekend. My whole body ached but my heart was still in pain. I felt the tears pricking my eyes. I shook my head. I took a deep breathe calming myself. I knew i had to be strong. I knew he would move on. Someone deserved him. I added lipgloss to my lips. Esme had an extra room. She was letting my borrow until i could get my…

I looked out the window. I looked as the rain came down from the sky. God was crying. I closed my eyes and today i felt alone. I was surrounded by people who cared for me. But it was still hard. Ever since my accident it all made sense to me that i was not a person that people needed to be around. Especially Late. He was too special and could make this world a better place without me. He said he loved me but it was hard to believe that. How…

It felt like everything in my body was crushed. I screamed at the top of my lungs. I had never felt pain like this before. I knew i wasnt being turned because Late described it as a burning. I heard someone speaking to me. For some reason it soothed me somewhat. But i couldnt stop screaming. Finally the pain started to numb. I thanked god. My whole body went numb and i slowly opened my eyes. I opened my eyes to Late staring at me with pain in…

I stood there staring at her. She looked so similar to me it was scary. Before i could stop myself i wrapped my arms around her. It felt right. She slowly wrapped her hands around me. I stepped back and looked at her. 'Hello?" She said with confusion in her voice. "Hi." I said shyly. She looked at me and i could see in her face she was trying to see who i was. "Im Ariana Julio your sister." I said slowly. She looked at me her eyes wide. I…

I hurried and packed my clothes. Late watched me on the bed. He smiled. But i could see the worry in his face. "Are you sure you want to do this?" He said worrying about me. "Yes, im positive." I said. I made sure i had everything. I looked at Late and ran to him. He caught me and we laid back on my bed. "Thankyou." I said. Late whispered in my ear. "Anything." He said. It sent tingles down my back. "I love you."…

"You stupid girl." My mother yelled. I opened my eyes. Please not this. I rolled over and looked at my mother. It was dark but i could sense she was upset about something. I sat up. "Yes, Mom?" I said in a sleepy voice. "Oh dont act all innocent Ariana." "Your running away here with a guys." "Do you know how that makes me look?" "That my daughter is fast?" She yelled at me. I felt the tears coming to my eyes. "Mom i only have 1 boyfriend." I…

"So if you could have anything in the world, What would it be?" Late asked me. I looked at him. "To meet my father." I said in a low tone. Late face dropped a little bit. I knew he felt bad for me. I had never told him what happened to my dad. But i remember one day while playing with him he asked me.

6 years…

I sat in bed. Letting the tears stream down my face. Mom was gone. Said she needed "Me time". I sat there alone. Physically and mentally. I knew who i needed at the time. But for some reason i scared. I know im scared because i dont want him to leave again. Just thinking about made my heart hurt. I rolled over closing my eyes. "Ariana?" I rolled over opening my eyes seeing Late standing by my door. "How did you get in here?" I said shocked.…