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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 23 - Us (:

"You like your dress baby ?" I say looking g at Amena. She looks up at her eyes wide filled with happiness. "Pretty Mama." She says in her soft voice. "Yes , baby pretty." I say bending down kissing her forehead. I stand back up looking at myself in the mirror. I look beautiful. My dress is tight fitted see through lace bodice with diamond beading down the sides. My hair which is a light turquoise color now. Is curled in an half up half down curly hairstyle. My makeup simple with a touch of…

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Added by PeanutJazz930 on March 21, 2014 at 1:26am — No Comments

Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 22 - Settling us into a new normal

"Come on baby , come on." I say reaching Amena. Her face is serious. Her lips bent in concentration. I watch my baby move slowly her legs wobbly. "Come on Amena , just a little more steps." I say encouraging her. Amena wobbles all the way into my arms. I grip her closely just showing Amena with kisses. "Good job baby , you walked." "You walked." I say. "Did you get that on camera ?" I say to Sem. He's smiling from ear to ear. "Yes , our baby walked. You walked baby." Sem says giving her a…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 21 - Early mornings , Late thoughts

"Where do we go from here ?" I say too Sem. The early glow of the sun lighting up the room. "I honestly don't know Janiece." Sem says his voice quiet. "I thought you were happy Sem." I say quietly. "Janiece , I should have never left." "I should have been a man and stepped up." His voice holding a bunch of regret. "Sometimes sorry isn't enough though Sem." I turn and look at him. The sun is illuminating his face. He looks like an angel. I close my eyes cuddling up to his chest. "I want this…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 20 - Meeting me , Meeting my future

The city is busy. I feel home. I feel like the old Janiece. The version before meeting Sem. The honest most real version of me. Me and Janaila walk into John John's the small cafe is filled with a variety of people. We get a small booth by the window. "You nervous ?" Janaila says. "A little." I say honestly. "Me too." She says quietly. My phone starts to vibrate in my pocket. I look towards the door finding a curly hair woman with her back too me. I answer my phone quickly. "Were in the…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 19 - Learn from the past , Not dwell on it

"Amena , say Mama." I say too my beautiful baby. She just smiles and gurgles at me. "Say mama Amena." I say too her again. She just reaches for me still smiling. I smile shaking my head as I pick her up. "You'll say it one day." I say giving her a light kiss on her forehead. I hug her too me. "Come on we have too get you dressed for da da." I say walking over too her closet. I pick out a sweater with jeans and a huge flower headband. I give her a quick bath. I dress her quickly. I comb her hair… Continue

Added by PeanutJazz930 on February 25, 2014 at 10:29pm — No Comments

Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 18 - A confusion of Emotions .

The drug had worked. Amena's growth slowly stopped. She was progressing at a more normal pace. She was the happiest baby. I smiled just thinking about her. It was easy too get lost in thoughts about that little girl. But i needed too focus on school. Emmett always joked about how i actually had too focus since this was my first time in high school. I smiled thinking about that big fool. They all loved Amena. They were all "auntie and uncles" too her. I was grateful too every single one of…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 17 - Decisions not only for myself anymore .

I decided too walk to the diner where Jennifer was meeting me. Nerves rattled through me as i decided what was the best lie too tell her. I hated lying too her but it wasn't only for me but my daughter and the Cullens. As the diner came into view i could see Jennifer's car in the parking lot. I let the cool fall air calm me down as i walk into the diner. Everyone turns and gawks at me. I smile and walk too the table i see Jennifer at. She looks up at me and gives me a small smile but it's…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 16 - Who do i really want too become ?

"Do you think she's ready ?" Jasper says his voice catiuous. He's looking at Carlisle and Edward. "I think she is." "She's shown get resistance too humans before." Carlisle says. "How about we ask her ?" Esme says chiming in. She gives me a warm smile. "Janiece do you think your ready to go back to school ?" Edward says. "Yes." "If i wasn't please believe i would say so." I say assurance in my voice. They all stare at me for a second before looking at Carlisle. "If she thinks she's ready…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 15 - Focus on what is needed

I watched as Amena's tiny chest slowly rose with every breathe she took. She looked so beautiful. Peaceful. She was amazing. She was mine. Forever. My whole body warmed at the thought of that. I was beyond scared too be her mother. But i was going to do the best i could. I wanted Amena too have a better life than i ever had. I want to give her everything she deserves and more. I want her too be proud of me. "She's stunning." I hear Sem say from behind me. I turn and look at him. He gives me…

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Added by PeanutJazz930 on February 7, 2014 at 10:01pm — No Comments

Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 14 - What is life ?

I let Sem and the Gold skinned guy go ahead of me. As we reached the house my stomach turned with nerves. I stop right in front of the house. I'm a mom now. I'm responsible for someone's well being. That scared me more than anything. "Janiece ?" Sem's voice was careful an calm. "What if im not a good mom too her ?" I say looking at him. He's are warm and hold love. "Your going to be an amazing mom Janiece." Sem says looking me straight in the eyes. His words calm my nerves and im ready. Sem… Continue

Added by PeanutJazz930 on January 25, 2014 at 5:31pm — No Comments

Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 13 - a little piece of everything

It was quiet all around me. Too quiet. It was dark. Pitch black. The air surrounding me cold freezing. I was dying or this was death. If i was dead then i still wouldn't be having thoughts. Would I ? Maybe this is a place inbetween living and dying. I was dying. I wanted to feel something but i couldn't. Everything was numb. Was I going to heaven or hell ? Or maybe this was my enternity. Maybe instead of having everlasting happiness or a enternity of burning you get sent to your personal bubble… Continue

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 12 - Overwhelmed

I walked slowly through the forest. Well more like saddled my stomach was huge now. I couldn't see my feet anymore. The forest was quiet today. It was odd usually birds we're chripping and squirrels were running around. Today I needed too make a kill. I had no blood left. I listened as my feet crunched as I walked over the leaves. It was so loud I almost missed the sound of it. I was on my back I'm seconds. I could feel something crack I heard the growl of the cat. I held both knives in my…

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Added by PeanutJazz930 on January 24, 2014 at 10:41pm — No Comments

Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 11 - Gotta have some faith

Amena , baby stop moving. I whisper to my swollen stomach. Every time she's moves its uncomfortable. I'm getting bigger and bigger by the day. Its been a week since Sem's left and I'm twice as big. I haven't been able too keep anything down. I'm starving so I know she has too be starving. Maybe I need too just thinking about it makes me hungry .. no thirsty. I need blood. I should be disgusted by the thought. But now it's all I can think about. Where am I going to get blood at though ? I go…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 10 - Time to grow up

My head is pounding. My body aches. I want to cry but it will take too much energy. I've been feeling like this three days after our dinner. You've apologized and apologized but it's not your fault. I think o know what's going on but I'm not ready too face it. I can't. So I just curl up in a small ball trying to find some form of comfort.everywhere is dark around me. I hear a small murmur. I walk slowly trying to get closer to the mumur. Soon the mumur turns into a small faint cries. I'm…

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 9 - unaware of a beginning

I held on to Sem as we rode into school. He helped me off the bike. Taking my hand. I heard whispers and murmurs. I looked at Sem too find him staring down at me. His eyes held love it made my heart skip a beat. "There all staring , were hot stuff." I say to Sem with a goofy smile. "Yeah well we all know who the hot

One is ." Sem says with a smile matching mine. "Duh me." I say laughing. Sem stops us and pulls me close. "Let's give them to stare at." He says before pushing his lips to… Continue

Added by PeanutJazz930 on December 21, 2013 at 6:47am — No Comments

Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 8 - who I was , who i wants too be , who i became

I look at Sem through blurry eyes as cool tears fall down my cheeks. "We done ?" I say my voice shaky. "Yes." He says quietly. I walk back to the bathroom. My stomach is turning remembering that night. Those few moments changed me forever. It made me hard and close minded. Not letting anyone in. It made me hate myself even more. I close the door behind me. I stare at myself in the mirror. I watch as small tears run slowly down my cheeks. My heart aches and head hurts. I wanna go home and curl… Continue

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Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 7 - Memories make you who you are

Sem staring at me . My heart is racing too fast and i want too look away but I can't. "Go stand over there in front of the mirror ." Sem says quietly. I turn and walk over to the mirror. I stand in front of it staring at my reflection. "Who were you at this moment Janiece ?" Sem says quietly. "A girl trying too find who she is." I whisper. I step closer to the mirror my bending forward lightly my hand on my face. My stomach aches and my heart clenches. "Open your mouth slightly." Sem says… Continue

Added by PeanutJazz930 on December 11, 2013 at 1:11am — No Comments

Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 6 - Beginning of a downfall.

Everything moved so fast at once. Maybe too fast but we didnt care. Sem had a piece of my heart no my soul. My eyes are closed but i can you staring at me. I him lightly too myself feeling the morning sun shine brightly on my face. You bring your hand too my face tracing the lines and curves of it. "Shower , and ill cook us breakfast." You say quietly. I smile and open my sleepy eyes taking you in. Your breathtaking. "What are we doing today ?" I say pushing myself closer too you. You smile and… Continue

Added by PeanutJazz930 on December 10, 2013 at 5:52am — No Comments

Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 5 - Dont play with me

"Your a what ?" I say opening my eyes looking at Sem. "A vampire Janiece." You say slowly. I step away for you. I smile and shake my head. "Your weird Sem." "Your not a vampire." I say looking at the beautiful boy in front of you. "Im not joking Janiece." You say seriously. My smile falls and i realize your really serious about this. "Sem , this isn't funny." I say. "Come on." You say taking my hand. I snatch it away. "No."

I say slight fear tingling through out my body. "I'm not going to… Continue

Added by PeanutJazz930 on November 28, 2013 at 5:43am — No Comments

Everything happens for a reason - Chapter 4 - Stop running , for what though ?

"Come on" you say grabbing my hand. Your hand is cool in mine. Almost too cool. You lead me to a bike. You grab a helmet putting it on me quickly. You sit on the bike. I follow your lead. I sit down on the bike wrapping my hands around your waist. You start the bike making it roar to life. We're off in seconds. My stomach flips with fear and adrenaline. We speed down the street soon were just surrounded by trees. The smell of earth invades my senses and instantly calms me. You start to slow and… Continue

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