Yvette lautner's Blog (7)

"MOM!! What do you mean i have to switch schools?!" i was so mad at my mom right now for telling me this unexpecting news.

"I mean, your moving to your aunts house while me and your step-dad...settle down." she said

"AUNT ESME?! we havent talked to her in like, 7 years!"

" well, YOU havent talked to her, i call her every month."

" why dont i talk to her then?" i was getting annoyed with my mom now.

" because last time you talked to her you rudely…

I've been away from my family for six months now, and i miss them like crazy. but i cant go back they remind me of my past and she's in my past. i cant even say her name without laying on the ground and curling up into a ball. Every once in a while i call my family but thats it.

"Edward please come home," esme pleaded me"we miss you so much and i dont want to lose you son."

"Sorry esme. but i dont think im going to come back anytime soon."

"ok," she sighed "but…

its been 3 days since i said goodbye to bella, and they've been the worst days of my existence.

what dissapointed me the most was how calmly she disscussed it! i would have expected her to fight but she was talked so rationally.

"she'll be okay Edward" Alice said.

"she probably will, but im not sure about me." i responded

"you did what you thought was right."…