Katheriena B's Blog (3)

I don't want anyone to think I am all dark and twisted. I wrote those poems about a year ago. I write when I am trying to work though things. For me its the best way to get what I am feeling without having to say it out load. I love to write. I not sure I am good at it but I like doing it. I wrote sadness when I was having prolems in my marrage. I worte moment the week I lost my grandma that I took care of. Her loss was sudden and I was having a hard time working thought that loss. I hope that… Continue

I am now overwhelmed by this moment of darkness. When is it going to be ok to feel the pain of this sorrow. In this moment that is never going to be forgot, but not going to be relived. In this darkmess I lost apart of what made me who I am. In one moment a whole familys life changed forever. A lost that can't be measured. The deepest sorrow that will never be filled. As I now search to find my way from the this drakness. I hope the light at the end is worth the pain.

I consumed with sadness today. This is one of those days I wish I could go back in to childhood, and use imagination to become what ever it is I need to be happy on this day. Why is it that when we become adults, we become confined by the world around us? Let consume us. Let it drag us down into dark places. I wish that I could be happy in the way my life is going. I wish I was filled with love and joy. I want my longings to disappear from my mind. So I could just be happy in my life the way it… Continue