I know I'm living, I just don't know how. I feel lost in a sea of smiling faces. All who are happy. I want to be that. I don't want limits, I want adventure, I want freedom, I want to be able to go streaking without a perv following or the cops screaming. I want to swim with sharks without getting my head torn off. Yet all this seems impossible. I want to rule the world... although if I did... it'd be Chaos. I want love without heart break. I want not to be sterotyped by my looks but by my personality. I want to dance until i cry. Walk away knowing i messed up BIG time but have a huge smile on my face thinking it was totally worth it.
Most of you might understnad me. Some of you might not. I always feel like an outcast. To freinds. To family. To complete strangers. Does anyone ever thinkyour here for a purpose. Then the next day you don't think you are? I havea story to tell like everyone else... I'd like to share it with you if you don't mind... So I'll post them in my blogs hopefully everyweek. Also feel free to leave comments or your own story. I will respond with my own opinions or advice if you'd like. Thanks. Unicorn Ninja