((Hee Hee Part 4!!))
Bella moved, pulling back looking straight into Edwards eyes. "E-Edward..." she whispered though was stopped by his lips against hers again. She went to pull back the second time but this time wasn't able to. "Don't worry Bella, I will take care of you alright? I love you." My eyes shot open at those words pushing him away gently. "Edward I can't...not right now...not after everything ok?" I whispered, terrified. He had admitted he loved me and that scared me to death.
Edward looked at me for a while, I expected him to get angry but he didn't. He smiled at me and nodded, "Alright, so we will take it slow." He said, and that seemed to hurt a little.
I don't know when or how but I fell asleep after that, I thought in his arms but when I woke up I found myself alone in the bed.
Moving over to the door I opened it walking out, fear rising in my chest. "E-Edward?" I called though knew it was useless since he didn't work here. My mind though never stopped thinking Edward would come once he heard me, "Edward?" I tried again now tears coming to my eyes. I almost fell to the floor in panic till Carlisle walked up to me in a hurry.
Lifting me up he pulled me into his arms hugging me close. It shocked me how comforting it felt, "C-Carlisle where is Edward?" I whispered causing him to kiss my head. "He will be back, you need rest, he just went to get something to eat." he insisted, instantly remembering what that meant. "W-Will you stay with me?" I whispered looking at Carlisle, my father figure. "Please dad?" I whispered causing shock in his eyes, but his face remained calm. "Of course, Hun." he answered kissing my head once more before leading me back into the room.
3 hours went by with Carlisle staying with me because I wouldn't, no couldn't let him go. As soon as Edward walked back in I moved over hugging him as tightly as my weak body could. Carlisle patted Edward's back before moving to the door, "Get her to eat something." He spoke to Edward, leaving the two of us alone once more.
"I t-thought you left." I whispered looking at him, he looked at me relieved for some reason. "Love I would never leave you." He whispered.
I tensed at that word, he wouldn't drop it. "E-Edward..." I didn't know what to say after that, so I sat down and simply started to eat.
Edward looked at her, and sighed, "Bella, I need to hear you say it, why wont you?" he asked me slowly, my eyes never leaving the food once since he began to speak. "I just...Edward please, love is...complicated. I just don't know what love is anymore. I lost to many loved ones Edward." I whispered, my heart breaking with every word I spoke.
Edward watching me, slowly placing his hand on my cheek, his hand was ice cold against my fairly warm skin. I slowly pushed the food away now, staring at him. "Edward, I'm tired..why don't I just rest?" I asked. I wanted him to go away with that word. I just couldn't feel the same right now, not yet at least it would take some t--my thoughts were cut off by Edwards lips yet again. It was weird but as soon as his lips touched mine I felt myself slowly respond. I placed my hand against his chest the kiss deepening and just when she was about to try and go a little further Edward pulled back.
"You say you don't want this Bella, but it seems that your lips, your body and soul are speaking different." Edwards said slowly.
((cliffy, please tell me what you think so far. I want some ideas guys pleaseee))