Dusk

Chapter 7

Renesmee's POV

About twelve hours, after I found out about the whole Volturi thing and about Leah (who was still currently upstairs in Carlisle’s hospital wing), and Jacob. I still couldn’t comprehend that this was reality, and not a bad dream. I didn’t want to believe it. I refused, just like I refused to talk to anyone, eat and sleep. But I was always asking everyone the same question; “Is Jacob OK?” All my family could do was stare helplessly at me and keep answering; “I don’t know.” I saw my mother come over slowly, with an expression of torture- and sat down next me. “Nessie? Sweetie? You need anything?” Bella asked worriedly. “Jacob.” Is all I said. And I did need him. I felt like a part of me had been ripped out. And without that part, I could barley breathe. If my mother could cry, she would be right now, I could tell by her expression. “Try getting some sleep, please.” Bella said pushing a curly strand of hair from my face. Reluctantly I closed my eyes, and immediately I found myself in the middle of a clearing. It was raining, dark, and I heard a whimpering behind me- slowly turning around I saw a big animal lying on the ground. My eyes focused in on the creatures, features. It was the color of russet-brown, with four deep red gashes leading from its neck to its hind leg. Blood gushed out of the deep wounds quickly; I knelt down next to the creature and tried to comfort it, by putting a hand on its long muzzle. The creature turned its head up and looked at me, its deep black eyes starring right into my eyes.
The scene disappeared and I was suddenly surrounded by forty or something vampires. And heard someone screaming, and then I quickly realised it was me. I stopped and started sobbing, but no tears came. Carlisle kneeled down next to me and looking extremely concerned, “Rose get some water for her please…..’ he hugged me as I kept sobbing into his shoulder. ‘We need to get some liquids in her, she hydrated.” “Here.” I heard Rosalie say quietly, and Carlisle pulled away and handed me the cool glass of water, I took unwillingly slow sips. “Good, Nessie, are you hungry? Thirsty?” I shook my head, and he nodded once. I glanced over at my father who looked confused, and it occurred to me that he probably saw my whole nightmare. He looked over, giving a smile which didn’t touch his eyes. My eyes wandered from Edwards to the Vampires surrounding the couch. I saw Kate, Garret, Tanya, Eleazar, Carmen, Kachiri, Senna, Zafrina, Amun, Kebi, Benjamin, Tia, Maggie, Siobhan, Liam, Mary, Peter, Charlotte, Randall, Charles, Makenna, Alistair, and all of the Cullen’s. I looked down, blushing, feeling there gazes on me. And turned so I was facing away from all of them, feeling more dejected than ever.
After a while I fell back asleep, hoping that the nightmare wouldn’t come back, and it didn’t. I slept and dreamed about Jacob, that he was here, with me, safe.

When I woke up I heard the mumble of low voices in the next room, only catching little words. “They’re back!”… “Must do…” ….No, we will not!”… I covered my ears with my hands. Trying to ignore everything around me. Wondering what time it was I gazed over the couch at the big modern clock on the wall, reading; 12:33pm. I nestled deeper into the couch feeling cold, it didn’t work, and a small tear rolled down my cheek in sadness. I felt a warm hand on my arm and shook it off not trusting myself to talk. The warm hand took my hands and laid them by my side, so I could hear the male voice say, “Nessie…?” I turned recognizing the voice and the quickly beating heat. I looked up at a blond, handsome, boy that looked my age. Naheul looked down at me with a worried expression. I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing came out. He gave a tiny smile. “You okay?” he questioned. I just slowly shook my head, leaning it into his chest. “It’s going to be alright” he whispered into my ear. That’s what everyone has been telling me, I wanted to scream, but again nothing came out of my opened mouth. Naheul stroked my hair and hummed an unfamiliar tune that slowly made me sink deeper into unconsciousness…into dreams that were happier than reality…

Note from the writer:
Hey Dusk readers!!!
Im sorry it took me so long to get this out!!! (writers block :() So i hope you enjoy this chapter!! im starting on chapter 8 right now so it should follow quickly! Thnx again! please comment!!!!
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