Do i dare tell you what i have kept to myself for so long?
Can i trust you with my thoughts my love?
Would you destroy my embodied secret as you did me?
But indeed! If you lend an ear to what i say you will understand perfectly,
you will believe the purity and the joy of it's mere existance and my true desire.
but you wouldn't, would you?
I have lied,cheated,stolen and decieved many,
but i have never dishonored or misguided you in any way.
My one true love; Is there such a creation be it by man or god?
Can there really be true love?
Does it exist?
I believe there is, because I have found love in you.
I have loved you so for as long as eternity,
I have loved only you.
You are my secret, my desire, my love.
The only truth that ever existed to me was you.
The one thing no vulture can take.
For decades i have watched you get married, become a man, have children,
grow old and bury your loved ones in silent agony.
And yet i still love you as i always have.
Only you never saw me my love,
not the way i wanted you too, not the way i saw you.
If Satan himself asked me to die or give my soul to save your life i would.
Yes; I love you that much.
But alas! my darling i would take my memories with me,
where it belongs only to me and they
God nor Lucifer can take away what's in my heart.
Tonight i breath my last breath and it is you i call upon
Not God; Yet you still haven't seen the desire that burn in my heart
and the love that shine in my eyes only for you and your happiness.
Therefore! i bid farewell to you and you will always and forever be
My Treasured Memory.