Today me and Alice went shopping for any last minutes things. Today was stressful. I really didnt feel too well. I think it's just nerves. Jasper been helping with my emotions lately. Dairy i dont know i just feel out of whack. I still have that feeling like something is out of place. I dont know. But only 3 days in counting now. Still not nervous more anxious. I want to be Seth's Clearwaters wife.