It had been a week since my magical date with Sem. I didnt think anything could bring me down. I was wrong. I woke up feeling terrible. I got three times to throw up. My body felt like it was punishing me. I couldnt even move without being in pain. But i got up and got dressed. Everything felt tight and wrong. But I still had Sem come and get me. The car ride was quiet because i was knocked out. When we got to school i ran into the bathroom and threw up again. My whole body was in pain. I felt cool hands pick me up off the floor and then i heard gasp's. I felt the cool hit me and i was laid down somewhere. The next thing i remember was being nuddged and i heard my name. I opened my eyes feeling alot better. I still felt a little weak. I looked at Sem. He looked at me with a hard expression. I could tell there was something was wrong. I sat up sore but i looked at at Sem. He put something in front of me. I looked down and saw what it was. Pregnancy test. I looked at Sem. "No." I said. He looked at me. "Take it." He said. I looked at him and got up and marched to the bathroom. I knew i wasnt. I looked at myself and my stomach did look a little bit bigger but maybe i was just bloated. I opened the packet and took it. I sat there. I waited 5 minutes and looked at it. It was blue. Which meant postivie. I was pregnant. Tears filled my eyes. Sem came in and looked at me. He walked away. I got up and ran after him. I grabbed him. "Please Sem dont leave." I said pleading with him. He turned and looked back at me. The look on his face was angry. "No, Janiece i cant do this." He said in angry tone. "I'm sorry." "Have a good life." He said walking away from me. "No." I ran in front of him. "Please Sem i need you." I grabbed his hand and placed it on my belly. "We need you." I said crying. Sem looked at me and moved his hand. "Goodbye Janiece." He said in an hard tone. "Dont you love me?" I said sounding like that little girl again. He looked at me and for a second there was pain in his eyes. But then it was gone. "No." He said as he walked out the door. I watched the door close. I slid to the floor. I let the tears fall feeling weak but i knew i had to be strong. I touched my belly. "Mommy loves you." I said quietly to my belly. I am Janiece Michaels 15 and Pregnant by Sem.
Okay so that is definatley different. I know many of you hate Sem right now. Thanks for reading. I really Apperciate it.
Song i wrote too-
This Woman's Work