We walked into the studio. Sem sat down and looked at me with admiring eyes. I turned away not being able to hide my smile. I put in the cd. I closed my eyes and let the music play softly. I smiled and started. I let the music take me to that place. "Suddenly i am not afriad. "Suddenly i believe again." I took a deep breathe and sang every note like it was my last. I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks. My voice cracked a little bit but i finished the song. I opened my eyes too see Sem looking at me with such admiration. It made my heart warm. "Janiece that was....Speechless." He said in a shocked tone. I smiled and walked over to him. I sat down in his lap. He pulled me close to him. "You know when i first sang that song that was the first time i actually loved myself." I said in a low tone. Sem made me look at him. "Why wouldnt you love yourself Janiece?" He said in an angry tone. I looked at him and i could tell this stupified him. "I havent always been beautiful Sem." I said. He looked at me. "I havent always been this person Sem, I wasnt always beautiful this just happened in the last two years." "During my childhood i was teased and my own father didnt even love me." "So i ran away." "I was 13 and i remember the day i found my beauty." "I was at a restuarant and this beautiful woman walks in." "She sitts in front of me and just looks at me." "She brushes the hair out of my face and she makes me look at her." "Your beautiful." She says simply." "For some reason i actually believe her." "From that day on i told myself and my appearance and soon my attuitude too." "I found my beauty and that made people look at me." "I love it." I said. Sem looked at me. I could see the sorrow in his eyes. "But you know what the funny thing is?" I said with a non humorless laugh. "I still dont love myself." I said. "Yes i may seem like it but everything inside is dead." "But for some reason you make me feel different." "You make me feel beautiful inside and out." I said feeling the tears coming again. I let the fall and Sem just looked at me. "I love you Janiece." He said. I looked at him and i could see the honesty in his eyes. "I love you too Sem." I said quietly. I pressed my lips to his. Letting the tears fall down slowly.
Okay so Sem finally see's who Janiece really is. Yes Janiece is beautiful on the outside and on the inside she just hasnt realized it yet. So the next chapter is going to the project day. How is the class going to react? Thanks for reading.
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