I could only imagine all the thoughts that were probably racing through his head right now. "Come in here Jacob I wont hurt you.... I promise. " Edward almost yelled. Then Jacob's heavy boots plopped across our wood floors. He had his hands in his pockets. His head hung from his shoulders. His eyes looked as if they had sunk into his head. He hates awkward situations. "Jacob straighten up before I reconsider my choice to let you live" Edward said. Why is it that Jacob decides to act idiotic at the worst times. He slowly lifted his head to look at us. I could tell Edward had to control himself just to look Jacob in the eyes. I didnt know why it was so easy for me. Perhaps because Jacob and I once had a love so strong. Perhaps because I know what it is like to be in Renesmee's position. You feel helpless. You want to fight for your baby that you love so much. But your so weak. I didnt have a strong vampire mother to fight for me. A pregnancy and birth is something you share with your mother. I couldnt do that. I did have Rosalie. But she helped me for her own selfish reasons. I dont want Nessie to have to go through that. so I guess thats why I cant be so mad at Jacob. Because Renesmee loves Jacob like I loved Edward. Of course nothing could be like the emotional bond Edward and I had. And they are much more childish and immature. But they are our children. In a sick, twisted,immortal way. I could almost laugh at that thought. Before I got ahead of the situation I had to be in the now. And now my soon to be son in law stood before me.