Chapter 19

There was a long pause. We all had plenty of things to talk about, but yet none of us spoke. I figured Edward would break the ice. He was good at that. But nope. Not even he would dare test his self control any further. So it was going to be like this huh? They were going to force me to start this unusually weird, awkward conversation. Well might as well. "So we have a ton to talk about so I don't think it is a good idea to stand here in silence." I said with a hint of sarcasm. "I agree." Edward said after clearing his throat. Jacob then relaxed his shoulders, and confessed "I know." His voice wasnt right. It sounded sickly. Like we were asking him to go hang himself or something, Then the pity returned. Geese why do I have to care for him so much. It would be alot easier on my part if I could just turn off all emotions I had for him. "Shouldnt Nes be here?" Jacob said curiously."Yes, I guess it would be helpful with Renesmee here wouldn't it? What do you think dear?" He referred to me, while keeping his eyes locked on Jacob. I wasn't expecting him to ask for my opinion. He doesn't do that much anymore. "Yes, I suppose." I said after hesitating, and regretted it shortly after.