empty . . .

there is somewhere in my heart that keeps me l0nging f0r him,

my very friend that i l0st because 0f an unnecessary and unexpected achievement..

i always wish f0r that dream 0f mine t0 c0me true..

i did my best t0 have it ..

but when i saw his ag0ny...

when i saw h0w painful it is f0r him t0 see me in that m0ment that I've spend years t0 happen,

it all changed..

i wished that i c0uld take back time.

if that would be p0ssible,,, i will fulheartedly ch00se t0 be a l00ser 0f the game i created and be a winner - a happy winner - 0f his priceless friendship . ..

it was then that i realized,

that nothing c0uld make me happy and c0ntented..

but having YOU by my side . .

"there's an empty space in my heart that only you can fill ...

*midnightsun_08