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I am in love with my best friend. I don't care if he likes me or another girl i just want him to be happy. Even if that means being with another girl. If the girl he is with treats him like a dog and he doesn't see it because he is to in love with her I want her to brake up with him or i can just let him see the facts. He fell in love with me best friend,and another friend of mine, and today I found out he likes another one of my friends. That is fine in fact i want him to be with any girl as long as he loves her. I don't want that girl to lead him on. See when you love someone just let them be with the person they love even if it kills you inside every day. If he likes me i will be happy but if I just pushed him to be with me what was the point of dating. Yesterday my sister said most relationships start as them being friends i have hope but then know he might not like me the way I love him. I haven't told him I loved him because if we brake up we will lose a powerful friendship. I have fallen in love with many boys, but he... he is different i don't wonder why he doesn't want to be with me. I don't hope that we will raise a family and have kids together. I just want him to be happy. But sometimes I have no idea what happiness is. Because how can you give someone happiness if you haven't had it yet or don't know what it is. On some days I just loose my sense and say," of course he doesn't love me. I am not as pretty as the other girls. Not that funny." I cry when I say those things. I look in the mirror and say ,'look at yourself what are you doing. You said you wanted him to be happy no matter if he is with you or with another girl!" Then silence hits me like the wind on a cold night. The next day I just want to spend every second with him or even just hear his voice. I could just see him and my day just feels better. I think this is just a faze, but another part of me says it is just LOVE.

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