Hidden secrets Chapter 10

i still laid on the floor. Allie had left me alone. the pups had gone with her. it wasn't that i thought my pain was worse than anyone else's. its just the fact that i was the alpha. i am supposed to keep everyone safe. i let jace go alone, i should have sent someone with him. my orders are what killed him. No one else bothered me for the night. i slept in my wolf form. i woke up early and phased back so that i could get dressed for school. i was slower than ever getting ready. everyone waited on me. we drove into the parking-lot and everyone starred. it was like they were waiting to see if anything would happen. i didn't see Luke or Alex anywhere. we got out without a word. the straightest looks on our faces. people moved quickly. we looked scary. first block went fine. then Allie and i were in chemistry. Peter sat behind us. thats when i saw Brittney pass the door,but stopped and looked straight at me. she grinned then kept on walking. my hands were shaking rapidly. if i didn't calm down, i was going to show this class how aggressive i could get. Allie grabbed my wrist and starred at me. "Nikki...don't"she whispered in my ear. i wasn't listening to her. i wanted to do Brittney just like she did Jace only ten times as worse. people began to look at me. my teeth clenched together but my hands began to slow. that's when the teacher started class. through-out the entire class Brittney's face sat in my mind. she wasn't torn up at all about killing Jace. when the bell rang i got my books and Allie stuck to me like glue. so did the rest of the pack. after tossing everything in my locker,all of us got ready to leave and Brittney walked past my locker. she was laughing. thats when i lost it. i ripped free of Ally's arm and ran up to her. i wrapped her hair around my hand and dragged her up against a lockers. she began shaking and growling. her eyes were changing colors. my other hand slid to her throat. i leaned closer to her.
"you killed him.And trust me,you will pay. on Analakoo's grave i swear that you will die for this" i whispered. she was still growling. i growled back . Luke and Alex growled at me while Bruce ,Allie,and Aaliyah growled as well.people looked confused,because our growls weren't like a human just trying to growl we sounded like real wolves. Ally held my wrist.
"Not here Nikki. let her go" i growled. it was time for her to know.
" by the way, seen any babies lately?" i raised an eyebrow. her eyes widened and she tried to break free of my grip. i smiled and let her go.
Allie walked over to Alex ." i can't believe you would stand by her after this" She shook her head and turned back to me. "lets go" they stayed defensive till i left out the side doors. then we re-grouped.
allie drove while Bruce sat in the passenger seat and Aaliyah in the back with me. "what the hell were you thinking?"allie growled. I leaned my head up against the window and watched the town fade away and the tree's close in on each side.
"I wasn't thinking allie..." my voice barely a whisper.
It was quiet again. I didn't move my head from the window. Peter jumped into my head. The only thing that lingered In my mind at the moment. It was quiet. The road was empty and the sun was only visible through the trees. It made my blue eyes brighter. Thinking of peter made my anger disappear only slightly.the simple times , when we all somewhat got along. When I could be with peter. When all of this didn't stand in the way. a werewolf was forbidden to love a vampire. If any of us ever broke that rule our pack members were ordered to kill us.now i knew that they weren't going to kill me,but i didn't want them put in that position.
"look just drop me off at La luna. ive got to talk to Deck."
"your not going alone" Bruce said,before Allie could open her mouth and say the same exact words.
i looked at Allie and shook my head. " i don't care. you guys need to get back to the babies. now that Brittney knows-"
"Brittney knows what?" Allie pushed down on the break and the wheels came to a screeching stop. everyone turned and faced me.
" i mentioned that we had her babies"
"her babies?" Aaliyah said with a shocked expression on her face.
" she proved it tonight. when i first found them i was wondering why she wanted to kill them so bad" " when i was choking her i told her that i had found her babies and she lost it. she had this crazy look in her eye. and her body got hot. so i peaced it together... she was pregnant. she tried to cover it up"
"and if anyone ever found out -"
"then she would be rouined..." Bruce finished. cutting off Allie.
"but if she was pregnant... the question that really matters is,by who?" Allie starred off into the distance while thinking. i popped open the car door and got out. aliyah's door opened next. she was the one tagging along then. Allie rolled down her window and we just starred at one another.