I don't know...

Hope to move to California or Washington this summer. My mom has just started saving money and so do I (already few months ago). But I don't really know if it's gonna work. The worst is I can't stand thought that I may stay in Poland. After all, I'm not doing anything to write exam well. I feel empty like Bella in new moon. But there's no guy like Edward who left me, y'know. I don't know what's happening with me.
Only I'm happy coz I've joined the site :)