i love edward

i just LOVE HIM!!! im really worried. i feel like im never going to stop. human boys seem so irrelevant and inadequet. what the hell am i going to do??? i am just waiting for him and i cant help it.its driving my parents sister and friends insane!!!!! im not sure what to do but whenever i read about him it makes me feel i dunno happy and whole i guess. i know that sounds comepletely honky and stupid but i cant help it. i sometimes think that he is really real and he is watching me. i just argh!!! i love edward anthony masen cullen