The ride to the beach was quite. I could not sense any tench-in between us just peaceful comfortable silence-- Although I knew I was already forgiven.-- I pulled up to a empty slot and opened Renesmee's door. She hopped out and held out her hand for me to take. I smiled and took it being careful not to hurt her. She walked slowly next to me while we approached out to the dock.
"Jake?" I could hear her take in a uneven breath. I turned to see her face and waited for her to continue. "I want to fight. I know I know its too dangerous but--
"But nothing. You are not fighting and that is final. This fight is about you and if you try to help you will end up hurt. You are there main target and it will be easy for them with you there.--"
"But I really could help. I know I look like a kid but I am just as strong as you or my parents. With a few lessons I could be just as good."
"Renesmee do you really think I would ever take that big of a risk with you? And not just me but your mom and dad. Your family. Grandpa. What would they think if anything happened to you. It would hurt them just as much as it would hurt me. We have all the Cullen's plus the pack and if we really need help we could ask some of your friends for help like last time."
"Jacob you have no idea what it is like sitting on the sidelines helpless. You have always been able to help in one way or another. When the Voltori came I had to sit out. I had to sit and watch you-- my family- die. I had know clue who was coming home and who wasn't. It was terrifying."
"Your just like your mother," I muttered under my breath.
"What did you say?"
I smiled. "Your mother argued the same thing a few years ago--when she was still human.-- She wanted to help but your father wouldn't allow it. So instead he stayed back with her. To keep her company and to remind her he was still there."
"Yeah I heard about that a little."
"What if I was willing to do the same."
"What do you mean?"
"Well I wouldn't fight. I would stay with you. I could keep you safe and happy. I would be willing to do that."
"Your pack needs you. Your there leader."
"I could get Seth or Lea control them. What is really important is your safety."
"I dont want us to drive a wedge between you and your pack. That wouldn't be fair to you or them."
"Nessie? If I had to choose between breathing or loving you. I would use my last breath to say that I love you. Do you get what I am saying? You are my world and it wouldn't be complete without you. I cant live without you. I am being totally serious. I will compromise with you we will find a happy middle."
She took in a huge breath. "Ok that is Ok with me. Now can I ask you something?"
"Can we please just have a normal day. No werewolf's. No nothing. Can we please just have a good time?"
"Of course" I smiled.