jareds imprint story part 21 : )
my mom came up to me rased a hand, i closed my eyes and at that moment i knew i was going to get slapped by my mother. i was wrong when i didnt feel anything on my face. i opened my eyes i saw jareds hand on the hand that my mom was going to hit me with.i gasped, didnt jared know stopping my mothers attack will just make it worse. i cleared my voice "mother thats enough" i said but i soon regreted it when she stared at me with a mad look. she finaly lowerd her hand. so did jared. everyone loked at me expecting a explination. i looked down the only explination i needed to tell were johny and my jared. my mom grabbed my arm and pulled me to the house. my dad followed i looked back i saw jared he was pointing upward. i nodded i understood he would be up in my bedroom. my mom was screaming at me "julie HAVE you lost your mind??" i went upstairs i knew i was going to get punished so badly but i was already introuble how much more trouble could i possible get?. jared was lying on my bed, i smiled. then my parents came to my bedroom angry jared stood up surprised my dad grabbed my arm "JULIE I FORBID YOU TO GO NEAR HIM" he said screaming at me. my dad went running out of the room and came back with a GUN.where did he get a gun?? he was pointing the gun at jared. i froze jared was going to die in front of me NO. i ran to jared and hugged him. i looked at my fathers eyes "dad if your going to kill jared them hes not going to heaven alone i will go with him." jared hugged me and let me go " julie there are things in this cruel life that we will not like" he said. i understood him. he was going to die but he didnt want me to die with him though. i ran to the bathroom. next to the sink was a knife. my mom left it in a bag there in case there was a emergency in the house. i grabbed the knife and waited. jared didnt want me to die but i wasnt going to lisen as soon as i herd the bullet i would stabb my self. i waited then herd it. i herd my dad laugh. jared was dead i though to myself even though i didnt see it. i knew he was the bullet. i grabbed the knife and stabbed my selt 3 time until i fell to the ground. i was seeing dizzy "jared i will soon be with you wait for me in the light" i though to myself. then someone bulted through the door to my surprise it was JARED. i was trembling. i was going to tell him a question but then i fell unconciose. i had just killed myself without no purpose jared was still alive.............