Okay, i've always thought 'bout the problem..
That I found myself not usually a popular person, well, I'm kinda dissocial sometimes..
Perhaps that's because I'm no good at sociality, if I am with a friend, there might be silence after chatting for a while..
If I'm not in good mood, I won't even feel like saying anything..
It does trouble me a lot, it sucks!
Always want to change the situation, but I haven't got any idea..
And another problem, after reading those fascinating fan fics I no longer have the confidence to continue my own one because I feel I'm not a good writer and cannot work out any fabulous works!
I admire their ability, even jealous!
I really need some help!