Remember all those days, in the garage? We had a lot of fun then huh? Hell, I even had fun studying, and that is saying something. I guess deep down I knew. I knew that if he came back it would all be over. I thought we were getting somewhere though. You know, being a little more than friends. If that phone hadn't have rang you would have kissed me. I know that and don't try to deny it!
But it did ring, and then he need you and you went running off to meet the leech! That hurt Bells! You have know idea how much that hurt me! Here you were, about to kiss me and then run off to him! I know I am not much better now but I am still better than the bloodsucker!
Damn, Bella, I'm sorry. I know you don't like it when I say things like that. I am just having a hard time you know, figuring out what I do wrong that he does right.
I wish I could see you. I know he won't let you come here anymore. I doubt I will ever even send you this letter. It wouldn't make much difference anyway. I just wanted to let it all out. I'm still here. I miss you.
Your friend always,