I am now overwhelmed by this moment of darkness. When is it going to be ok to feel the pain of this sorrow. In this moment that is never going to be forgot, but not going to be relived. In this darkmess I lost apart of what made me who I am. In one moment a whole familys life changed forever. A lost that can't be measured. The deepest sorrow that will never be filled. As I now search to find my way from the this drakness. I hope the light at the end is worth the pain.