My Depression : chapter 1

1)Do you ever stop and think ''What have I been doing all my life?''? Or have you ever been lied to,cheated on, or stolen from? Have you ever been hurt so bad you go into a deep depression? That last one is the worst. I know how it feels like. I was so hurt I cut myself,I dressed all black, I cried for no reason, etc.You could say that I went emo. You could say that i went crazy. You could be wondering ''What the heck happened to this woman?''.
2)Well, for starters, I'm not a woman. I'm a young lady. About 10 years going on 11 years. And, well, I'm just a simple writer using her imagination. In this blog I am not Poima Tarkong. I am now a realistic-fiction character. Hmmm, my name shall be.....Alice Stewart.Alice because of Alice Cullen in The Twilight Saga. Stewart because of Kristen Stewart, an actress who played Bella Swan in The Twilight Saga.
3)Okay, back to the story. It all started when I was going to lunch.Well, actually, way before that.
CHAPTER 1
WHAT, WHAT HAPPENED, LISA?
My name is Alice Stewart. I am 13 years old. I go to History Junior High. I live in California.
I have the most awesome parents. I have a 15 year old brother,
and a 17 year old sister.*laughs*. I just don't know how my life is so perfect. I am a straight a student,
never got a F or D or C or not even a B! I'm in honor society, but I'm am not a nerd. I am actually the most popular girl in my school. I am stuco (student council) president of my school, I am head cheerleader (we have highschool activeties in our school), on the basketball team,piano class,soccer,art class,certified diver,and tech-know-it-all. I had everytjing I could ever have. Exept for 1 thing. Jimmy M. Colados.He was the love of my life. I have loved him since the 4th grade.
We were waiting for the bus in the morning when I made my decision. I walked up to Nikko and said ''I think I want to go out with Jimmy.'' ''Are you sure?!'' she nearly shouted. Then, Samantha came running to us. ''What the heck is goin on here?" she said.''Alice wants to ask out Jimmy!'' she nearly shouted, but this time more quiet. By then,almost everybody was staring at us. ''Can you guys just please shutup! I might not ask him out anyway!'' I said. Just then, the bus came. ''Oh,no.'' I whispered.Almost time to go to school. School means Jimmy. Jimmy means Samantha has a big mouth sometimes. And big mouth means......rumors. One thing I really hate are rumors. And when I say hate, I mean hate. ''Samantha, wait!'' I said. I ran up to her, grabbed her arm and stuck out my pinky.''Promise me that you wont say anything to anyone!'' I said. ''Okay,okay.'' she promised. I sighed in relief.
Though I had a feeling something would happen. Something bad.Eh, whats the worst that could happen? The bus ride was average. Then, we got to school.''Hey,Jamile!'' I said. Jamile was Jimmy's ex. But I like her.Though I was a little jealous. Just a little. Now she was coming up the stairs. ''Hey Alice!'' she said. Then we walked to her class to drop her schoolbag and then headed for breakfast.''Jamile ya' know Alice is goin' to ask out Jimmy!" Samantha said.''Samantha!" I screamed. "Shhhhh!" one of the teachers said(we have teachers who go around the school to supervise the students).When we were outta sight, I said "You know what, Samantha?! You can never keep your monster mouth closed! Thats why I only tried to tell Nikko!''

4)Sorry, I can't really finish this story for personal reasons, but I published it anyway. :)