One Of Those Days<3

ever had one of those days where you just didnt care.? you felt like nothing mattered.! you were numb and felt like nothing could hurt you anymore.! where you hate yourself more than anything else in this world! Where you just want to feel loved.! but you know the expression.! how can someone love you if you dont love yourself.! yeahh...thats probably why i feel as if nobody loves me.! i mean yeah they will tell me they love me. But do you really think they mean it!? Sometimes you just want to go sit in a corner and just sit there.! to numb to even cry.! Im fat, ugly, toooo bigg!!! my parents and family tell me different because they feel as if they have too! my friends tell me different probably because they are in denial that they have a lame friendd! ='(