Regrets

Regrets

Just mistake you didn't learn from

I had many

But I force myself to rethink

Relive the nightmares

I created

For myself

In my own Hell

Just to know

I've rid myself

Of these haunting memories

To say

The regrets are gone

I know what I did wrong

I know how to fix myself now

Rebuilding a broken soul,

A task all others left abandoned...

A fight inside

Neither side can win.

Scrapping up pieces of a shattered heart

Like putting together a puzzle,

But pieces are missing...

A patchy job leaves me 

Barely stable, barely able 

To move on

But it's just enough.