what would you do if you loved the same person as your brother? what would you do if she completed you both? what if you could not hide anything from them? if you could choose, would you choose your life or your family?
chapter one- the past
sitting in the middle of the clearing, where the stand off between the voltri and the cullens took place. i sit here thinking about the past few year. so much has happened. well we scared the voltri away and saved the cullens. after that things slowed down and i hang with jake at the cullens place. renesemee is still growing but not to much now. jake, edward and bella are so happy she is going to be fine. now jake knows that she will be fully grow in six years. he does not even want to think of her that way because he is right now being a brother to her. they will be together though. funny thing is that if jake did see her that way edward would most likly rip his head off. edward and i are close he is like family to me. the rest of the cullens are too. his family helps me to be able to get through the rough times. its a hard when my dad passed away because i was heartbroken and then i turned into a werewolf.
"shapeshifter" edward said to me. man he just scared the crude out of me.
"sorry i did not mean to sneak up on you" he said.
"its ok man" i said "so why are you here?"
"just checking on you i was hunting and heard you thinking about your dad" he whispered.
"oh well just thinking about all ive been through since my dad passed" i whispered to him.
"do you want to talk about it?"he asked.
"i think i do because i can never talk to anyone about it," as i was talking he walked closer and sat down in front of me.
chapter 2- he has missed so much
edward sat there waiting pateintly.
"well i just hate that he died i miss him so much" i cried out. he put a reasuring hand on my shoulder.
"im sorry i know what you are going through" he said but how could he.
"HOW! HOW COULD YOU KNOW? HUH DID YOU HAVE TO WATCH YOUR DAD DIE?" i screamed at him. he sat there unmoved by my out burst.
"yes i did my dad have the spanish influenza before me," he whispered. i was in too much shock to say anything so i just thought man i'm so sorry i didn't know please forgive me. he just nodded.
i gained my voice again and said "i just can't talk to anyone because its still really hard for leah and the pack will call me a wuss if if i think about how much i miss him. so i just dont talk about him and try not to think about him"
"i know its ok just know you can always talk to me" he said. that little statement gave me hope that everything will be ok because i do not have to keep everything bottled up.
then all of a sudden we hear this loud growl. edward looks around
"what is that"he said to me. i smiled and laughed because the growl was my stomach.
"im hungry thats all" i spoke still laughing.
"esme is making food at the house if you want any." he said
"heck ya i love her cooking" i said "i'll race you back" he laughed and after i turned wolf we took off for home. he beat me of course because he has vampire speed. when we got to the front lawn we heard something going on inside. then we heard a scream.
chapter 3- back to school
we glanced ateach other then took off toward the house. when we got int the house we saw nessie pouting. bella walked over to us.
"jake wanted to put her down for a nap" bella stated and smiled at us. edward and i nodded.
"please please nessie will you go take a nap?" jake pleaded with her.
" no i dont wanna" she said shaking her head "why should i mommy and daddy never do"
"nessie if you dont take a nap then jake will have to leave" edward threatened
"so i dont care" she said but you could she the hurt on her face and on jake's.
"that means no more werewolves" he said
" no i love my wolf people especialy my jakey ill take a nap daddy" she said then ran up stairs.
edward kissed bella grabbed her hand they went together to tuck nessie in. jake sighed then followed. how i wish i had what edward and bella had or what jake and nessie will have. i heard a growl from upstairs. sorry.
"hungry" esme called from the kitchen.
"very thanks"i said to her. i walked into the kitchen and it smelled amazing.
"where is everyone?" i asked.
"rose and em are on another honeymoon and alice and jazz are shopping and carlisle is at the hospitol" esme said while edward jake and bella walked in.
"interesting i feel bad for jasper though why would he wantto go shopping" as i was talking esme brought me food,"thanks"
i started to stuff my face of eggs, bacon, and waffles. "these are my favorites thanks"
edward is the one who anwsered my question "well first of all he will follow her anywhere and second alice is giving him a make over" edward said "he is not really enjoying himself but he will do anything for her."
"why does he need a make over?" i asked
"alice will not go a month without one" he replied.
"oh i feel bad for you guys" i said laughing
"Guess what seth" jake asked
"what?" i asked
"we are going back to school!" he said
"NO! why? i dont want to" i whinned
"well if i have too then you do to" he said
"why do you have to? " i continued to whine
"because if he is going to be with my daughter then he is going to and if you are going to hang out here then you do too because we cant give renesmee the wrong impression" bella pointed out
"ok i understand, when do we start?" i asked
"you will start next week and you and jake will be juniors" edward said. i hate this why do i have to go to school. hopefully i will not get mad or maybe i could then turn wolf and i would get out of going to school. great idea! all of a sudden i felt a smack on the back of my head. oh crude edward can hear everything i am thinking. fine i wont but i wont like it. "well you will be going whether you like it or not." edward said to me. everyone was looking at us like we were crazy.
"dont worry about it" edward said to everyone "oh! alice and jasper are home"