I looked at myself in the mirror. My reflection looked back at me. I closed my eyes stopping the tears that were begging to come. I took a deep breathe calming myself. I finished getting ready. I walked to the bus stop as the bus was appoarching. I sat in sit 9 and watched the sun as we rode to school. I didnt even realize someone was sitting next to me until i heard him speak. "Goodmorning." He said. I looked at Ace. He was smiling which was taking my breathe away. I looked away not being able to look at him. He stayed but he didnt say anything. For some reason it didnt brother me either. When we got to school. He got off as soon as the doors opened but i waited until everyone else got off. I got off and saw that Ace was waiting for me. I didnt stop and wait for him. But he just stayed by my side not saying anything. But i would always look and he was always at my side. Sometimes i could feel him looking at me. I wouldnt look but it made me nervous but also happy in a way.
We got to english and i sat and watched the sun. As a kid i always wanted to one day be able to touch the sun. I closed my eyes and thought about that time in my life.
"One day" I'm going to touch the star." I said to anny. She looked at me and smile. "Promise." she said looking at me with hopeful eyes. "Promise." I said.
I felt something touching. I opened my eyes to see Ace's hand wiping away my tears. I didnt even realize i was crying. I didnt move his hand. Actually liking the feeling of his touch. I dont know why but he was strange but in a way that made me feel safe. He looked at me. I closed my eyes and he started tracing the outlines of my face. I felt more tears coming. I didnt want him to stop but i knew after he realized how messed up everything was he would leave me like everything. I opened my eyes to see me eye to eye with Ace. I held my breathe and he looked at. He bought his hand to my lips. He came closer and closer to my lips. I could feel his cool breathe. I finally let the breathe i had been holding out. He took that last step but it was too much. I pushed myself back.
The beautiful strange man looked at me with a pained and confused look on his face. I looked back at him tears falling silently done my cheeks.
Okay so here is the second chapter. Yes, she is fighting herself. You seen alil into her past. I promise everything will make sense soon. I hope everyone had a great Monday. As great as Mondays could be. We'll see you Next Monday!
Songs that i wrote too-
The Civil Wars-