SO TRUE

blinded by darkness frightened by light . its an endless battle and im loseing the fight. surrounded by people and yet im so alone left to roam the dead earth where life no longer exists. pushing through the day every memory of the one before slowly fadeing away. i see no color.blank as my mind. i feel the world spinning why am i so still? im sinful yet i have no intentions of hell. i take back nothing there was a reason. in those moments where sucide seems like the best answer i can bring my self to end my so called life. the wall are closeing in putting pressure on my soul. im fadeing but my aura stand strong. im lost stuck condused. i spend every day dreading the next. i need a reason.a reason to continue this ungodly jurney. a rreason to wake int he morning. to love to breathe, to live to write this. will you be my reason? will you pull me out of this trance...this ....this hell on earth i call my life? before its too late? im going under and i dont no if i can resurface.be there. i need you can you see? help......