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A soldier stands with a gun in his hand
On a place they call no man’s land
The rain has created a sea of mud
The war created an ocean of blood
Beside him lays a young man who have died
The soldier thinks of the lady that will not ever be a bride
Surrounded by corpses good and bad
each of them owes a family that will soon be sad
Across the field stands a man alone
with a horn in his hand he send a final tone
Then the soldier is pointing the gun against his heart
next second he has been shot apart
He is standing on an empty field with no men left
alone in the world, he clames himself as a life-theft
Thousand families has lost their husbands, sons and lovers
The soldier is alive, but what will be left to hover
He might have bleeding scars and a broken bone
but he is alive, why would he have to moan
The fact is that, that he lost his soul
by shooting and killing he lost control
He can see in their dead faces what horror he could create
The living now understood, how little materia mattered, but it was too late
Thousand of men was sent in to war, one would be able to go back
but he wouldn’t, his soul was broken and his world went black
The things that mattered before was useless at this time
At home, he would be honored, even if his actions was a crime
He couldn’t go back there, he didn’t feel alive no more
He didn’t wanted to be honored for beating the killing score
He was alone alive, by a thousand men, how could this be
a lifetime ago he had been happy and free
Not a smile would ever shine on his face
his life had years ago stopped to pace
One more enemy was left to shoot
he pointed his gun and shouted salute
On the ground lay his worst enemy dead
his body shivered as he bled
A few minutes later everything was gone
left living on the field was none
The soldiers body was shot to death
he had taken his last murdering breath
So is the fact that by killing you kill
not only other lives but also your soul
You also families with mourn and sorrows fill
and in your heart you create a black hole
Wounded my friend, you are wounded

The last goodbye
One day is the end of it all
The day god makes his last call
The day the world will fall
That day children will cry
Women will sigh
And men will try
The birds will sing their last song
And the wolves will howl along
The Lion and lambs will together stand strong
Families will be broken apart
Separated from their hearts
Blood will be spilled in arts
Mountains will crash
Oceans will splash
And memories will in front of us flash
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When your gone
You say; Fire walk with me
Water rush, winds - set me free
Let me climb that rock and that tree
I’m alive, can’t you see
I say to you, watch your back
Don’t walk alone in the night so black
Don’t join the gangs, don’t go with their pack
Don’t mess with the drugs, stay away from the crack
I’m warning you; don’t join the Elf’s dance
You say, relax, give them a chance
Take a break, and let me glance
Let me shine along my fans
I say; don’t listen to the whispers in the air
They are false, they aren’t playing fair
They are lying, they really doesn’t care
They’ll tell you things you cannot bare
When handsome men asks you out
You need to ask them what it’s all about
When they give you a hug that turns into a kiss, scream and shout
But I know you won’t, you’ll kiss them back, no doubt
If you are walking alone in the scary night
I’m begging you please, search for the light
Call me fast, and I’ll come hold you tight
Please baby, I will forever for you fight
You are so foolish baby mine
Eating your food and drinking your wine
When people kiss you, you don’t whine
When people hurt you, you say you’re fine
I’m asking you please, don’t leave me alone
Don’t follow their path, please follow your own
Don’t leave me here, left to moan
Moaning for someone, I had once known
When trolls come knocking on your door
Offering you gold, telling you you’re poor
Don’t open up, stay put on your floor
But you will take their gold, and ask for more
That girl who tells you she is your friend
She is lying, you are just some “for now” trend
With a wink and a goodbye away you, she’ll send
I’m sorry honey, but go with her and your life will end
When you’re all alone and your fire burn
Take control and do concern
Don’t away from those who love you turn
I know you don’t listen, but I’m hoping that once you’ll learn
That those who when you’re stupid gets mad
That when your cry also gets sad
Those who when you smiles get glad
Are your sis and bro, mom and dad
Baby girl, remember me, and remember us
The boy who loves you, the we, you forgot
Remember the love we once had
Remember the love we can still have
And then there is me, I haven’t given up on you
I’m hoping and believing you will see them through
Trolls and demons and awful men, they are just poo
And I know deep inside you’ll see that too
But honey, you’ll be too late
Left alone with not a single mate
Not until then you will feel the hate
Knowing, with your behavior this was faith
But then remember me;
I will search for you forever
Leave me clues, be clever
I will give up on you never
I promise, not ever
I’m the boy who loves you the most
I will search for you from coast to coast
I will save you from man and ghost
I will keep you from turning into a host
Baby, I miss you
Honey, I need you
Girl, I hate you
Just, because I love you

I may never heal but this love is for real
Despite the fear i felt before
despite that my heart always were sore
forget about the pain that lingered inside
forget that my time was said to bide
Remember not who i were said to be
remember not what your eyes could see
dont search after what is long forgotten
dont search after the old me, so ugly and rotten
I'm begging you to forget my vivide dream
I'm begging you to forget my hurting scream
try not to remind me of who I was way back
try not to remind me how it was in the black
When you think of how i feared night
the loneliness and how i always searched for light
remember then how broken i was and dont remind me
of how life was when horror was all i could see
If you ever see something from the past erase it
if you ever remember that old me, erase every single bit
Do me a favor and make me forget
Do me this favor and my life is set
Then i dont have to return to the past
Then this last mempry lines might be the last
Because look at me now, i'm free
Because know me now, i managed to flee
I'm not trembling in pain
I'm not bleeding in vain
i'm not crying a tear
i'm not screaming by fear
You may remember I was broken
you might remember i was as good as dead
but now notice i'm not in heaven above
i'm here with him, again in love
Because i was sent back to life
Because i left you and threw away your knife
Because look at me now, i'm free
Because know me now, i managed to flee
YOU SEE;
I'm not trembling in pain
I'm not bleeding in vain
i'm not crying a tear
i'm not screaming by fear
I was given a secound chance
I was given a new romance
This time it's real
it's unbreakeble
it's my love
it's his love
it's our love
not only my love, not my pain
Despite the fear i felt before
he protects me now, i fear no more
Forget how i was broken in two
he glued me up, because he is true
I may never fully heal
but hear me out, this love is real
I'm healed my him enough to try, to cry, to no longer cry
I may never heal, but listen to me
it's real, a love i dont have to fight for, it's free
I may never heal
but this love is for real
So dont push me back, i'm happy here
he's not you, he is love and no fear
I may never heal, but this love is and was and will forever be real

Keep my heart safe;
I’m sitting in my sisters’ room, reading her last lines
Damning myself and others for not seeing the signs
She was always such a happy girl never far from a smile
I really miss her, why couldn’t she stay a longer while
How could I not see that her smiles started to fade
I was too late, for her there was no helping aid
I’m staring at her bed, she’s not lying there
she’s lying in a stupid coffin, I don’t even know where
Why didn’t she tell us that she not feeling well
now we are left empty, alone to dwell
Remember how she used to comfort me when I was sad
it didn’t help comforting her when she was feeling bad
I’m sorry for not being there to tell you this myself
But I’m now resting happily with angels and one and another elf
Brother, you might now even remember me when you grow old
but remember that I remember you, and your memory I with hold
Daddy, I’m sorry for not telling you the truth
sorry for not being able to wait out my youth
Mother I know you’re worried as every mother would be
But don’t worry, I’m not hurting anymore, I’m pain free
Sister, i know we said no secrets, but I had to hold this tight
I’m sorry sis, but I was tired of the never ending fight
And my love, I loved you , I still do, keep my heart safe with you
It may be quiet now but it’s waiting, I’m sorry for what we never got to do
I LOVE you all, don’t worry, I’m fine, don’t cry, I’m fine, just smile, I smile.
I’m stating at my sisters words, the ink is floating away
as my tears erase the words that is the last thing she ever is gonna say
Daddy is dying in his work, mother is dying in her tears
My brother is confused, and I’m just full of fears
Sister, why did you leave us here alone?
You cant comfort me now when I moan.
You say you’re sorry, but what does it mean
you say you love us, but what does it mean
You say not to worry, but then what
You say not to cry for you, but then what
You say you’re fine, but why are you laying so motionless then
you say you are smiling, but why are your face so tense then
Now I’m staring at the last photo of you sister mine
Your head is bald, your eyes are red, you’re skin is pale
I’m staring at this note, your hand was shaking when you wrote this line
You had cancer, and it killed you, now your whole life is out for sale
You stopped smiling, instead you puked and cried and in agony I heard your moan
You were never the same again, the pain and illness took you away, I’m alone
Cancer is a dreadful thing, I didn’t even get a chance to say goodbye.
It stole you from me, and all I wonder is why you sister, just why?
We wrote notes for you as well;
My daughter, I gave you birth but I wasn’t ready to bury you
My Daughter, I gave you life, but I wasn’t ready to let you die
Daughter mine, I’m moving on, but I’m still looking behind my shoulder
Hoping that I’ll see you somewhere behind. Still praying for you to come home
I’m not worried anymore sister, I’m not even crying, I will smile for you
I’m not scared anymore sister, I’m not even whining, I will live for you
Brother painted a sun for you, it’s shining for you sister
My LOVE, I will keep your heart safe until I can give it to you
I’m sad to never have to raise a son and daughter that is yours
I’m sad to never get to hold you tight to my chest and kiss your lips
I’m sad to never here you say you love me
But I’m happy to have known you, to have loved you
Your heart is safe with me, and I’ll give you mine in exchange
Will you keep it safe for me as well, I cant love no one but you
So keep my heart safe until I can get it. I LOVE YOU
We all do, goodbye sister, see you in heaven

CURSED
I am cursed
by the worst
And I am alone
Left to moan
To scream and shout
Always doubt
Never feel secure
Always in torture
To never see a smile meant for me
I’m always the one who can’t be
The one who is met with hate
What have I done to deserve this faith?
I’m cursed by any
Hated by many
Always in pain
Seen as insane
Always hurting inside
To my time bide
Though it won’t come ever
And I will be free never
I cant every be happy again
Not now and not then
I’m the one who is said to be in shame
Who is doomed to forever burn in a flame
Cursed by someone
Who thought it would be fun
To say I had blood on my hands
Devils went under my demands
And I never meant for anything bad
But I have blood on my hands, it’s sad
I have killed, but I didn’t know
Night makes me act, memories I don’t owe
I was just a child
But they made me wild
In daytime I am crying
At night I’m flying
Through forest and skies
Fleeing from the lies
That has caught me in this shape
That makes me kill and rape
That makes me evil and mean
Erases the me who is serene
Who kills my soul
Keeps me from being whole
I’m so destroyed
So devastated
So hurt
So filled with pain
Regret that shouldn’t be mine
I’ve done so much evil
But it’s not my fault
There’s a demon in my soul
And I’m broken
Love has abandoned me
nobody can really see
That under the pain
Is someone not so insane
Someone you have known
But who is now alone
Please remove this curse
Or prepare for the worse
I’m so sorry for everything
And hear me daytime sing
About my misery and pain
See me go insane
And se me flee and fly
Until the day I die
When evil has taken my heart
When I have been entirely ripped apart
If not you come and save my soul
Remove the curse that keeps me from being whole
The curse that my childhood stole
I will die, if somebody will not save me
Save me
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