I ran and ran not stopping. My heart was beating rapidly and my legs burned but i didnt care. "Seth, stop." I heard Jake's voice echo in my thoughts. I refused and kept running and running. My vision was blurry from the tears. "Just let him get it all out." I heard Renesmee's thought echo through Jake's thought. Soon i couldnt feel Jake anymore and i knew he was gone. I was alone. Her face crept it's way in my thoughts and i couldn't help the howl the built in my throat. Everything felt on fire and i couldnt help but turn and even though i knew she didnt want me near her i needed to be. She was everything. She was broken but she was beautiful. Beautifully broken. The pain in her words and the need to be hated broke my piece by piece. Her leaving me broke me more than when my father died. He was my world the person i looked up too. But Janaila held a piece of my heart, body and soul that no one else could even dare touch. I pushed myself harder and harder. Listening to the pitter patter on my paws on the earth's cool ground. I knew when i was getting close to her house because i could feel her. I could feel her presense. I slowed and i saw the house. I bent down behind some tree's. I saw her sitting on her back porch. She was so beautiful. Her hair was up and you could see her cheekbones. She stood up and slowly started towards the wood. I remembered when she did this the first time. I knew she felt me. I knew i wanted her to get a glimpse of me in this form. I knew i had to run. I knew i had to beat her to school. I remember when she knocked into me. I remember seeing her beautiful face. I also remember seeing the pain in her deep brown eyes. I remember feeling the fear and hesistance when she talked to me or touched me. I remember seeing her smile. Kissing her lips. Her hand on my heart and mine on her's feeling how are hearts beated at the same beat. As one. Janaila came close enough the i could smell her. She smelled like vanilla and cinnamon. She walked closer and closer. I couldn't help myself. I stood up slowly not wanting to scare her in this form. In my wolf form. Her eyes widened. And she took a deep breathe. I could hear her heart racing. I waited for her to scream. I waited for her to react. But inside she just walked closer and closer. Until she was standing right in front of me. She reached out and brushed my fur. "I dreamed about you." She whispered. Her hands were cool and felt nice on my fur. "You remind me of him in a way." She whispered. She stepped back and looked me in my eyes. She was looking for something and her face changed when she found it. "Seth." She whispered quietly. Her eyes filled with tears and slowly fell. I walked closer to her and she didnt move away. I rubbed my nose against her tears. She gripped my fur whispering in my ear. "I love you."
I sat up my heart racing. I looked around to see i was in my room. My heart ached and tears filled my eyes. I laid back down letting the tears fall over the girl who i loved more than myself.
An- So what did you think? Did you like it from Seth's pov? Did you like the dream? Please comment. Thanks for reading Lovee Muffins<3
Music i wrote too-
Florence and the machine-
Leave my body
What the water gave me