What Lifes Worth: chapter two

Prolouge:Great way to die right? Murdered by my ex-boyfriend. I started to wake up and then a cold hand hit me and I went out cold. Figures. Of course Edward dosn't want me to wake up. maybe i'm mdead...Well "lifes sucks and then you die" as Jacob always says.

Chapter Two: I woke up to Esme reaching out to touch me. I braced myself for the coldness of her skin, but when she touched me it felt as normal as mine. "Welcome to the family," she said.

    "What?" I don't want to be here. And i certainly dont want to be one of you. But of course i couldn't tell Esme that. She was lke a second mother to me. I heard edward mumble "well too bad this is who you are now."

    I looked at myself and I was wearing a long white satin dress. Alice ran into edwards rom screaming.

    "Bella, oh thank god I found you! Come on, it's time for the wedding!" I just stared at her for a real long time. "Bella, I know you don't like standing in front of a crowd, but I promise it will be better than the last wedding. Just stare at Edward's face an you should be fine."

    "Alice, I... I dont want to do this. I'm not marrying Edward today."

    "Okay, than we can have the wedding in a couple of months."

    "No Alice, you don't underdstand. There isn't a wedding and there never will be. I don't love Edward anymore. I was only eighteen and I had made a mistake. I didn't want it when I ran away from Edward and I certainly don't want it now." She just looked at me for a while. Suddenly the whole family was in the room.

    Carlisle started to speak. "Look Bella, Edward made a mistake too. and he will forever regret it. He loved Renesmee and still does. He let you walk away from him because he wasn't going to fight with you. He still loves you."

    "I guess i can give Edward a second chance. it was my fault...Mostly." Edward ran up to me and kissed me wildly. I still got that crazy feeling when he came near me. But I guess the whole family wanted a hug because they all crowded around us. Poor Charlie, he dosen't have anyone.

    "What do you say we get out there, we have a wedding to go to." alice looked at me, then Edward and we both smiled then he grabbed me and pulled me closer.

    "I promise Iwon't screw up this time. You are my life, the only reason I wake up in the Morning, and who I want to dream of every night." I pushed him down on the bed and just lay my head on his chest. I let my feelings take over and waited. Waited to live, Waited to die, Waited for him to take over my life and tried to enjoy the moment.