*She looks shocked as she goes through your page* I'm so so so sorry if it was me.. I mean if it was because of me that Kenzie is acting like that.. I never wanted you two to break up.. I'm so so sorry Chris.. *She looks at you pleasing with her eyes* I didn't want this to happen between you guys.. I'm sorry..
*She felt him nuzzle against her and didn't know how to respond* Chris, I- *He kisses her again only it was more deep than before and she felt breathless and she pulls off gasping* No, wait.. *She holds him on bay by pressing her arms against his chest and looking into his eyes kindly* Please,.. I can't do this right now.. There's Edward and I hurt him so bad already.. He'd be insane if he knew about this... *She looked troubled* And Jake, *Her voice broke at that* He had imprinted on me Chris.. I'm already hurting too many to hurt you with them.. You're special to me Chris but not this way.. *She sighed* At least not right now..
*She found herself helpless as she realizes what he really means and as she sees him go wild with desire but before she could stop, his lips brush against hers and all she could feel was the quivering of her lips and her thoughts went blank except for the prolonging question* Why? *She mouths the words*
*She shivers at his touch* ~her thoughts slam into her.. A little earlier.. Couldn't you have said it before when I had been crying my eyes out wishing you'd come back? At least then, that I had been wanting you so bad.. I just wanted those three words and you say it right now, when I couldn't respond to it? ~ Ah! Chris... *She looks at his hesitation and sighs as she closes her eyes* ~ How many times had I wished he'd do that? How many times had I longed for that kiss? And now, he wanted to do it? - when she was already battling boys? *She sighed mentally* ~
*She smiles back painfully and thought to herself* ~ Took you this long? ~ I'll always love you Chris.. I think I made that pretty clear to you.. *She looks down* I know.. I know you never meant to break my heart and I don't know how the "us" can happen right now.. *She looks up at you painfully* I'm currently caught up in a big pile of mess.. *She looks away* Edward, Jacob.. *She looks at you, then* I don't wanna hurt you too.. *She gently leans in kissing your cheek* I wish we had another time.. another place...
Oh, Chris, Jeez! Stop that.. *She looks at you hesitantly as her eyes glow red* I'm back and I do remember.. *She smiles lightly* Is everything alright, with us? Or did I behave like a poo when I forgot things?
Chris, I- *Her thoughts go blank as he kisses her* What was I? Was I a ho? *She sounded troubled at that new recognition* Jake says we're engaged. Edward says I loved him more.. And you say that I loved you too.. What was I ??