heyyy carmen!!! and i kno i never come on here either! do you have an email??? itll be easier to keep in touch that way. lolz and im good. heres my email email@example.com. email me soon. love you loads.
hey!!!! i missed you like insanely lolz =d well. all has been okay not to much goin on and im okay.. well theres this guy tht i had an insane cruch on and hes sooo cute and i liked him soooo much but check this out: hes seen me since december but it took him this long to get the courage and talk to me at the end of august. he plays football and hes really really really GOOD so far hes scored four touchdowns...but he just stopped talkin to me and he was completely leadin me on and i was so upset but how are you???? how hav you been??? how was your trip??? missed you!!!
hey!!!! im sooo soooo sorry!!! i just been sooo busy but i hav loads and loads to tell you!!!! soo i went to the party on saturday and had a blast except tht louis the 19 yr old was there and he was like
L:you look cute
L:you look really pretty
thanks [it got very awkard]
L:soo how come you dont talk to me??
how come you dont talk to me??
L:it seems lik ever since tht incident happened you dont wanna talk2me
ohh no it seems like you dont
L:well whenever im on yahoo you never respond to my IMs
ohh well im not like freakin screen for like hours waitin for some1 to IM
L:well you still got the same # right??
yeah i do
L: well i'll give you call
okay soo tht was it cuz then we had to go take pictures and sooo im at the party and im dancin havin a awesome time i can honestly say i sat out for about four songs. haha so i was standin by the cake watchin and waitin to take a pic with the quincenera girl and then he comes out of no where and scares the crap out of mee and he put his had on my back and slids it down till it touches the top of my butt and says excuse me. i was like okayyy. and then the whole night he doesnt even dance with me AND DANCED WITH LIKE FIFTY OTHER GIRLS AND I WAS LIKE WOW. but then i think my bff is tryin to get with my brocuz she choose not to call me but to call me but to call my brother sooo i was like wateva and i put a movie on to make me feel better but of all the movies i chose a sad one and i cried it was sad. lolz but yea...... too much drama for me i hate drama... and now i use hearts lolz
i kno right!!!! hahahaa lolzz benn knownn to do tht. hahaa my friendss alwayss say i soundd high hahahaa. lolzz sooooooo sorryyy for myy late responsee benn soooo busyy latelyy. =( i havv bout 5 minutess to respondd to everyonee and then i havee to pickk upp myy dress andd thenn off to dancee practicee. lolz =D i still havv to read your chapterr sorryyyy!!!!!! but howw hav you benn???
*laughin* hehehe. i kno. i dont think he likes me. cuz hes too old for us to hav feelings for each other. so i dont kno. lolz and you would think after knoin sooo much about him i would at least kno his name but i never asked him. i kno im the worst. lolz and he knos how young i am but honsetly i cant wait till next dance practice so i can talk to him again. hes soo nice though *smilin* lolz and when he says hi to me hes all timid and shy. im just like awww. but hes old. way too old. lolz thts wat... a 6 year difference. creepy. lolz and i dnt think i will ever confront louis about the stalkin cuz i think he will turn the problem around to make it seem like hes the victim. and i just wish he would leave me alone. like he has a girlfriend and hes soooo ughhhh. ome but why wont date an older guy??? first you gotta make sure tht they dont hav girlfriend though. lolz and writers block!!!!! noooo you hav seth happy again and fast!!! lolz =D
probably for about a month now. lolz creepy i no. he IMed me and was like hi. and i was like pretendin i never got the message. wat i freak. lolz but i meant this one guy. hes kinda cute. but ........................hes 21. ugh i kno and hes sweet and all. like he makes conversation with me and all. like i asked him bout his life and vice versa. but then my bff came over and ruined it. she was like i thought i would just come and say hi seein tht you two were here alone. and i was like ohhhhhhhh. and then she dragged me away from him cuz she had to give me something. i was soooo mad. and then he left and i couldnt say bye to him. i was soo upset but she doesnt kno bout him cuz i kno she would be like ERIKA HES 21 YOUR SUCH A RAPIST. my other friend was like ohhh your such jail bait. like you just want ppl to get thrown in jail. so i was like no im not. and then i was thinkin tht when louis is around and sees im talkin to this guy whos older and better lookin. hes gonna get pissed. but then i was like wait a minute. im not here to make ppl jealous and stuff. plus i cant stand louis so if i do tht then hes gonna be breathin down my neck and all. lolz idk but wow i wrote a lot and im still writin hehehehe =D anyways how was your day????
i thought i told you about him!!!!! well kinda of and its freakin me out. like a lot. i have to see him every sunday for dance practice. and he didnt talk to me yesterday but the way he was starin at me was freakin me out. and he got a new hairstyle and it just made him look weird. lolz but if he doesnt see me one sunday. he will IM me and be like where were you?? or like next sunday. he'll ask me then. and and everytime he comes he just stares at me and like smiles and crap. one time for this one dance we all have to form a circle and dance. and he eneded up next to me and i was like freakin soooooo mad. and he kept squeezin my hand. i was grossed out cuz his was sweaty
lolz i wish my last days of school were like tht but i was takin exams. and it wasnt fun i had english and history exams on my last day. i miss just laughin and talkin on the last days of school. it used to be soo fun. but now just exams. i have been doin good lately. i have to go to practice today. did i ever tell you bout louis the 19 yr old??? cuz hes freakin like stalkin me.
lolz i knt thts wat i do in softball. lolz i aint catchin tht ball. no way. lolz and i only ever got like a varsity award for my cheerleadin but other than tht all my other awards are a cademic. and i hate you!!!! i hate you sooo much!!! why??? why???? thts all i have to say. oh and tht song made it way worse!!!! *still cryin*