*sits in the most darkest place i can find in your lair, i have no other place that i feel safe so this is the only place that i go to.* *sits in the dark and prays that you will be ok with me here, if you find me.* *pain racks my body as i curl tighter into a smaller ball, trying to fade into the darkness.* Not my family....*i whisper to myself* plz...anything but them...*tears fall and i curl even tighter into myself* *sobs quitely, trying not to let you hear...* god...plz...no....*whispers* not them...*trails off and cries, buring my face in my hands, feeling my vamp side come out..to protect myself if only to dull the pain and i curl tighter into myself, if at all possible*
*approaches you from the darkness, looking down,sighs and then looks at you* Erik...it is I who should be sorry...*shudders* I only ment that I would be here for you always..as a friend, if thats what you needed. *sighs* I am sorry if i confused you...I care for you, yes, very much..*looks at you* nothing will ever change that...you mean so much to me..but i can not stand your pain. *takes your hand* Erik...i never ment to hurt you..ever...and if i did, I am sorry..*sighs, hideing tears behind my eyes* I will always have feelings for you...but i cant stand to see you hurting and if im the cause then i see no other way...*looks down* I will leave...i will only visit you when i feel that i must..*shudders and shuts my eyes* I know how confused you are..and i am truely sorry...I never ment to hurt you..*tears fall from behind my closed eyes* *opens them and looks at you* I will always love you Eirk...always..if you need anything..ask of me..i will try to give you whatever you desire. *comes and kisses your cheek* I am so sorry for your confusion..i will do the honorable thing and bow out gracefully...if that is Truely what you wish..*looks at you* You will always be my everything Erik..always. *turns after kissing your cheek again and starts to walk away..Leaving behind a HUGE piece of my heart*
*Laughs hard, shaking my head* I knew who the first one was anyway, because I'm a very observant woman and I knew that you were The Phantom. *Chuckles* Anyway, just be honest with her, Erik. Just tell her that you truly care about her but you just don't feel like you use to. It's not what you thought it would be. Honesty is always best; it will keep away even more hurt later.
*Scratches my head, thinking* Hmmmm....Yes, that is most definitely a dilemma. *Chuckles softly, looking at you* To me, in all honesty, it sounds like the second one would be the better choice. Think about it Erik, beauty on the outside isn't everything. What truly matters is the inside of a woman. Also, how much she truly loves you and her actions. *Half-smiles*
i say drop em both...no i'm just kiddin...well the first even though she's beautiful sounds like she wld wld drop u in a split second i mean if she's always leaving uand she hurt u sho why keep hanging on to her...then the second one idk she might be clingy cuz she had a past bf who was terrible to her and she's afraid ur gonna leave her or stop caring about her all together but she sounds like she rlly likes u and cares for u...idk that's just my thoughts