*returns after 4 hours...having calmed down slightly and satisfied that side of me that I hate...* *enters the lair and looks around. not seeing you , i poke my head behind the curtain and smile when i see you asleep.* *goes back and sits in the chair in the darkest corner...listens to you breathing...i slowly fade off into what my kind would call sleep...i will be here when you awaken*
*releases you and stands there...shakeing* *breaths, trying to put my vamp side back in its hole...* alright....for a while..but before the night is out..i WILL be back...*sighs* my past will not haunt me....*looks at you as my eyes fade back to gold* *nods slightly* Im always here for you though...*smiles slightly as my fange recede* anything...ask...and it shall be given. *kisses your hands and then disappears* *after a very long walk, ends up in a back alley..the smell of humans is to much...i run towards the end of town...hopeing that i make it in time.* *ends up in the woods and hunts down a lion...the side that snapped while in the lair reacts and takes over...the chase is over even before it begins.* *once i snap out of it..i release the lion and sits on the ground, mind wandering* What am I doing....why did i do that...*snarls at myslef* im better than that...loseing control, whats WRONG WTH ME!! *sits and thinks for hours*
*eyes shoot open, glowing very blue, fangs long though you cant see them* *speaks in a very high voice, that rubmles thoughout the lair* DONT YOU DARE!!! *snarls slightly* *something inside snaps and my angel side fights it* *I havent fed in a while and the thought of spilled blood excites me...but i hate it...* *moves extremly fast and takes the knife from you, holding you by one hand,shakeing* Dont you even think about it!!! *growls* *glares at you, my eyes glowing ice blue* I will not let you do this...this is exactly why i cant leave...why i wont...this is not the way out Erik..and i wont let you do this!! *shakeing, eases my grip*
*looks at you and holds up my hand...its faintly glowing* I can make it so you remember nothing...*sighs* if thats what you truely desire...*smirks* being part angel im full of surprises. *goes and sits in the dark, only my eyes give me away* but until im sure your ok..i cant leave.....*remembers my past and winces slightly* i wont bother you tonight...you wont even know im here...promise. *looks down* but i cant in good conscince leave tonight....my soul tells me not to. *sighs* just like last time...and that time, i regret to this day...*shakes head to clear it* my past will not haunt me again...*sighs* im sorry....*closes my eyes and fade entirely into the dark..you cant even see me.*
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