being friends is fine for me...*looks at you* i can deal with that...but im not leaving...not tonight. *shakes head, memories that i keep locked away haunts me* *whispers* I cant......i wont make the same mistakes twice....i cant....
*my vampire half says to leave..to never look back, the side i hate of myself...the half that was human says to stay..to if not fight for you then to at least support you. I decide and make my choise* Im sorry Erik...I cant leave...not when your like this...*sighs* I care about you..really..i do..but i will not push...i can not in good consince walk away...you mean to much to me. *looks down* I understand where you are coming from and i will not rush or push you in anyway...i know your confused..trust me, i am too...or was...i know what it is that i want..i care to much for you to walk away while you are hurting...*shakes head* i have done that once to someone before and thats the only thing i ever truely regret....*sighs* I will help you through this..even if im only a friend..*smiles slightly* just spending time with you is enough for me...*sits by you* i will not leave you like this..i cant...
*looks at you w/o your mask...goes over to you and sits by you* *reaches out and gently traces your face with my hands, showing on fear or anything* *lifts your face up so that you are looking at me, smiles slightly and leans in and kisses you* *looks at you again, my eyes blue, my fangs long, smiles slightly* Erik....your beautiful....*kisses your scrred side and then hugs you* You are Erik...looks matter not to me...*smiles* its whats inside that counts...and anyone who plays as beautiful as you cannot be ugly....*smiles and gently kisses you again, making sure to watch my fangs*
*looks down and bites my lip* *sighs and nods, as i feel my heart breaking....* *shudder sighs and looks at you* *smiles slightly* Its ok Erik...*sighs* I understand...*eyes fade unkown to me* If i had a chance with someone i loved...or thought i loved id go for it too...*closes my eyes and shudders slightly* *opens them and they are red* Its ok..i will still always be here for you...*smiles slightly* No Matter what...I promised you that when we met and I still mean it...if you need anything...dont hestitate to ask...anything. You are my friend and you mean alot to me...whether you believe it or not...I will always care for you...*goes to you and kisses your cheek* You will always be with me...*smiles slightly* *stands back some..looks at you* remeber...anything...ask and i shall give you whatever you desire..*smiles and after a few seconds i snap my fingers and disappear into the darkness...leaving behind a piece of heart...*
*slowly opens my eyes and looks around* (I never sleep..unless i want to) *memories of the night comes back to me and i smile* *hears your breathing in the darkness, smiles and settles back to wait....when night comes...* *smiles and listing to you breath, closes my eyes and waits*
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