*listens as you talk* *intrested* Oh...I am so sorry for what you went through. that must have been terribly hard. *shudders slightly* i was put in a cage once...not a very good memory...they too met their end at my hands. *shudders again and looks away as my eyes change* Im sorry you grew up that way...its hard..having to hide what you are to the world...afraid that they wont understand...*snarls slightly* we shouldnt have to hide. *looks at you, my eyes gone ice blue, my fangs slightly long* but me...this they wouldnt understand...this they would fear...and for what...a myth, a legend...the knowldege that all vampires are evil...*smirks slightly* well its not true..*turns away and my fangs and eyes go back to normal* *sighs* i know and understand what you mean though..society can be cruel...an its ashame that we should have to hide...especially when we have no say in the matter...*looks at you*
*looks where you look, then back at you* So have i...being part vampire, you kinda half to...the only way i used to be able to survive. Im part angel now as well, always a battle, which side will win...with the angel blood in my veins i dont have to feed...but of course, the vampire side wants to...*sighs* it isnt easy, and i do try not to...but it gets harder everyday to shut that side away...but i do it. *looks at you* i beleive you when you say you have killed..or can kill...but i dont beleive that you are evil...im a killer and im not evil...*watches you*
-Sings loud and off key- In the night I hear 'em talk! The coldest story ever told! Somewhere far along the road, he lost his soul, to a woman so heartless! How could you be so heartless?! How could you be so heartless?!
8looks at the shrine and nods slightly, paying it respect* *looks at you* His name was Carlisle...he and my entire family were slaughtered late one night....all but two...they were not there. *half smiles* it doesnt hurt as much anymore....to think of them...i remember...i dont dwell. If i did i would go mad...*chuckles quitely* those who slaughtered them wouldnt touch me...not even when i fought to protect them. *looks down* i never knew why...*sighs* once i found out who did it i burned the entire city to the ground...only to find out that i missed the main ppl...*quielty growls, remembering* I spent the next 50 yrs looking for them...till one day i stopped and actually looked at what i was becoming..*shudders slightly* i didnt like it...the things that i have done..*shudders* that wasnt me...so i walked away from it..and since then never looked back. *looks again at you* but i dont forget them..EVER...they are always with me, just in a different way...*sighs and looks down again* so belive me when i say..i know what you are going thru..part of me is still there...
*smiles slightly* I understand...I, of all ppl know that. *looks down, sighs quitely* Its kinda hard...walking the erth for ovr 200 years alone...*looks at you* you are lucky...*smiles sadly* at least you have someone....*sighs* who loves you back. *looks down again* mine was taken from me...*whispers* a long time ago.....*closes my eyes and breaths* *shakes my heand and opens my eys again* anyway....thats just how i am...i keep my word, and i help when i can...I may be immortal...but im not evil...*half smiles*